Jul 12, 2007 22:14
Lets go up
get out of this town
lets live the life we've always wanted
lets make this all things u've always dreamed
Theres more out there than these thoughts we bleed
Truelly yours
forever bond
a joint escape
hold on to your hands hat hair and caps
cuz were going at a 100 miles an hour
these are days i relize
these are the times i think of the past i never lived
the future i'll never have
come on baby lets make these moments more than
simple thoughts between heartbeats
this comfortable discontentment
these paradoxical pleasantries
this love we share
My mind runs and lays in ruins
running myself into the ground
my revelations make these days longer, make these thoughts alive
the very stars in the sky grow dark, when next to you
i wish i had all these thoughts recorded
i wish i had the time to write, a time to read, a time to work, to practice, to be all u want me to be
to be all i can never be
maybe if we had more than one shot i'd get it right next time around
maybe in life wasn't a single shot rifle
i could have won this game of Russian roulette
i wouldn't have shot myself
i have all these revelations i'm too bored, tired and ADD to ever right down
the thoughts never come to me at the right time
I've aborted soo many of my dreams i'm scared i'll never have one again
I'm a wide eyed dreamer but i'm only dreaming of oblivion
I'm a painter but i'm drawing a blank
I wont let these things go down as a nonexistance
Could this mind, body, thought, and soul, be born for ambiguity
created for mediocrity, and breed for conformity?
I'll only be left with my dreams, my broken ideas of a life i never lived
This Moment was named... and this life was never lived for the same reason
that life i wanted was never mine to live, and those moments will never be named, for they were never mine to name
An (Eternally) Nameless Moment, in a Life Yet[Never] to be Lived {By Me}
I'm sorry beautiful<33
These were never meant to be rants of a depressed person
never expressions of sadness
just my own passing thoughts
ahahah afterall my mind is a dangerous place to be ^_^
image what its like to live in my head :P
i love you always&Forever darling <33
so lets get up and get outta this town
were gonna paint this world crimson red