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"You would kill for this, just a little bit, just a little bit, you would kill for this."
Last night, also fantastic.
I woke up [yesterday] feeling rather cynical and extremely tired (it was a forced wake up; I hadn't gotten much sleep). I ended up getting online, though I didn't feel like talking to people or reading anything. Wes IMed me. After establishing that neither of us had anything to do and both could go for some food, we decided to go eat.
This was the first time in quite a while that Wes and I had quality Wes and Jenni time for that extent of time. We got into really, really deep conversations after dinner. Ended up just sitting in his car in a parking lot just talking forever. And it was great. We really opened up, and said... so much. I mean, we're open to each other already, but... just...yeah. I told him things that were really hard for me to say to him, seeing as they were about him and stuff... but it was good that I did. I don't have to feel awkward about saying anything to him, ever, and I know that now. Things between he and I will never get awkward. And both of us feel completely comfortable with one another and can talk to the other about anything at all, and... just... everything. There's so much, so much good. It all just... makes me feel really good. It's beautiful. Our friendship is beautiful. I was telling him about how much I love and cherish what we have - and he does too. I love Wes.
"Sing me something soft, sad and delicate. Or loud and out of key. Sing me anything."
Last night, also fantastic.
I woke up [yesterday] feeling rather cynical and extremely tired (it was a forced wake up; I hadn't gotten much sleep). I ended up getting online, though I didn't feel like talking to people or reading anything. Wes IMed me. After establishing that neither of us had anything to do and both could go for some food, we decided to go eat.
This was the first time in quite a while that Wes and I had quality Wes and Jenni time for that extent of time. We got into really, really deep conversations after dinner. Ended up just sitting in his car in a parking lot just talking forever. And it was great. We really opened up, and said... so much. I mean, we're open to each other already, but... just...yeah. I told him things that were really hard for me to say to him, seeing as they were about him and stuff... but it was good that I did. I don't have to feel awkward about saying anything to him, ever, and I know that now. Things between he and I will never get awkward. And both of us feel completely comfortable with one another and can talk to the other about anything at all, and... just... everything. There's so much, so much good. It all just... makes me feel really good. It's beautiful. Our friendship is beautiful. I was telling him about how much I love and cherish what we have - and he does too. I love Wes.
"Sing me something soft, sad and delicate. Or loud and out of key. Sing me anything."