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I saw Finding Neverland with Wes and Amanda tonight. I liked it.
Then, for the first time in... a really long time, Wes and I spent quality Wes and Jenni time together. That was nice. We just sat/layed on his couch downstairs watching cartoons, music videos, and 100 Scariest Movie Moments (though we only caught the last 12). It's funny how such little things in life - even things that many people would see as boring or not so great - can bring such happiness and fulfillment. I just like BEING with friends. We don't even have to be doing anything interesting. Just the company of them makes me happy. And no one seems to understand that with me. Like, I don't talk much sometimes, so I MUST not be having a good time. Not true. I'm an observer I guess. I just soak in everything, and it makes me happy. And full. Like a sponge. Hahaha. I'm ruining this. Yay.
Anyway... around 2:30am Chris unexpectedly showed up. I would have hung with him and Wes more, but I ended up going home at like 3:00am because I have to get up and go to e-town tomorrow, and then come back for a show and not be dead for it. Chris even made me feel like he WANTED me to stay and hang with them. Which is cool, because I used to get vibes that he didn't care much for my company. I KNOW he didn't when we first met, but I guess he's... adapted to me? Haha. But anyway, I'm not even tired so I got on-line instead of sleeping ;/ haha.
"You find a glimmer of happiness in this world and there's always someone who wants to destroy it."
Then, for the first time in... a really long time, Wes and I spent quality Wes and Jenni time together. That was nice. We just sat/layed on his couch downstairs watching cartoons, music videos, and 100 Scariest Movie Moments (though we only caught the last 12). It's funny how such little things in life - even things that many people would see as boring or not so great - can bring such happiness and fulfillment. I just like BEING with friends. We don't even have to be doing anything interesting. Just the company of them makes me happy. And no one seems to understand that with me. Like, I don't talk much sometimes, so I MUST not be having a good time. Not true. I'm an observer I guess. I just soak in everything, and it makes me happy. And full. Like a sponge. Hahaha. I'm ruining this. Yay.
Anyway... around 2:30am Chris unexpectedly showed up. I would have hung with him and Wes more, but I ended up going home at like 3:00am because I have to get up and go to e-town tomorrow, and then come back for a show and not be dead for it. Chris even made me feel like he WANTED me to stay and hang with them. Which is cool, because I used to get vibes that he didn't care much for my company. I KNOW he didn't when we first met, but I guess he's... adapted to me? Haha. But anyway, I'm not even tired so I got on-line instead of sleeping ;/ haha.
"You find a glimmer of happiness in this world and there's always someone who wants to destroy it."