Back On The Original Training Regimen...And More
Since the last post, a tremendous mental & spiritual transformation has taken place.
The fruit of the above mentioned transformation..., is a heightened understanding....of the cultivation of cosmic energy. Cosmic energy which has a direct effect on perception (literally which and what world(s) an observer finds....their self in).
I now understand why, XXIII years ago, ....I continually witnessed supposed "video game releases" ......instead of bursting forth permanent surge events..... .
I understand why I was stuck witnessing supposed "high school" and "college", hopeless nonsense to a subanime ghoul zone......, instead of just directly waking up to luminous & better worlds.... .
*Nods*.
I understand why and how my time here was perpetuated and prolonged. The reason for the slump....has apparently been identified.
That said....days here in this current era / year are specifically focused around cultivating cosmic energy.
Not an easy thing to admit?
But yea. From what it looks like....., I inadvertently passed up *many* chances to move on....as recently as III years ago. (*Remembers those sprouting events / sightings of my true form*).
I'm going to keep training.... .
Training the basics that lead to all prior online demos.
Oh. And in regard to the pair of beings who have supported my path, I understand that subanime can not...convey their message(s) in any way, shape, or form. Even further communication with those beings....depends on cultivating cosmic energy.
Yea. So I am going to keep training.
The fruit of the above mentioned transformation..., is a heightened understanding....of the cultivation of cosmic energy. Cosmic energy which has a direct effect on perception (literally which and what world(s) an observer finds....their self in).
I now understand why, XXIII years ago, ....I continually witnessed supposed "video game releases" ......instead of bursting forth permanent surge events..... .
I understand why I was stuck witnessing supposed "high school" and "college", hopeless nonsense to a subanime ghoul zone......, instead of just directly waking up to luminous & better worlds.... .
*Nods*.
I understand why and how my time here was perpetuated and prolonged. The reason for the slump....has apparently been identified.
That said....days here in this current era / year are specifically focused around cultivating cosmic energy.
Not an easy thing to admit?
But yea. From what it looks like....., I inadvertently passed up *many* chances to move on....as recently as III years ago. (*Remembers those sprouting events / sightings of my true form*).
I'm going to keep training.... .
Training the basics that lead to all prior online demos.
Oh. And in regard to the pair of beings who have supported my path, I understand that subanime can not...convey their message(s) in any way, shape, or form. Even further communication with those beings....depends on cultivating cosmic energy.
Yea. So I am going to keep training.