Remember a couple years back?
Things were...on a roll.....hunh?
Regular "Type A" surge event intervals..... . Materialized items / objects / sproutings from said surge events....staying around..... .
Yea, even *visuals*...accompanying every surge event.
Oh. And Infiniversal Routing Expanse....Closure Intervals.... .
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About all it would take to conclude this trial.....is a ***single***.....Type A surge event.
That...in conjunction with my present / current....overall performance level?
Yea. A surge event of the likes of that which *used* to be a regular thing.
That this trial is not over, now, shows my priorities? Shows me who / what is most important to me?
Not only that though.
That this trial is not over now.....shows the beings...who watch over me....who / what is most important to me.
As I slog through this place, that seeking....any and all status data regarding the mission / the beings I care about, I have inadvertently exposed myself and my intentions......real-time.
Even as I suffer, suffered, my "feelings" are not, and have never been my priority.
(*Feels my nails alight with absolute shock*).
Nope. But finding, protecting, nurturing, and caring for those mysterious beings......is & has been my priority.
It's already been shown through history.
Even as I noted 2003 / 2004, and chose my current path over fake college & fake wealth.
(*Thinks*).
Yea. Mankind 'knows' at that fact about me? Resents...at that fact about me?
Ones that are solipsistic and narcissistic....., incapable at objective love, '***solely***' 'fixate' 'on' 'their' 'feelz'.
'Feeling' 'pretty'.
'Feeling' 'good' 'about' 'themselves'.
'Feeling' 'powerful'.
'Feeling' 'smart'.
'Feeling' 'wanted'.
I don't even have a basic comprehension / frame of reference.....to 'that' 'stuff'.
That's why I never cared about money, nor college degrees.
That is why.....I could continue on....through the decades like I did. Yes, continue on......and experience & generate surge events....all the while.
Hmmmmmmm............ .
Only this latest era........hath surge events, Type A surge events, been put on halt.... .
Yep.
That as I repeatedly note the M*sato / S**lor Mars entity......flinging it's s*lf-m*tilated carcass at any and all.....oncoming surge events........
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Me?
I have not 'quit'.
I have a plan. A plan for a "Type B" s*rge event.
A type of s*rge event path that is much much slower to build, but yet so very steady.
Yes. Now that I know what s*rge events are...and where they originate, and that after decades of ***intensive*** research, observation, and training, I understand that there are multiple paths......in regard to s*rge events.
[If Type A surge events are like flicking on a switch and instant (where the switch can be flicked the other way...and just as fast)....., Type B surge events......are much much slower to build....and much much slower to ebb].
This may...take some time?
I don't know.
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Me? Rather than focusing on experienced pain or fatigue, I am going to focus on trying to provide value....to the beings who watch over me. The beings in that overworld.
I am going to keep training, and keep aspiring for traits that are beneficial to / for...them.
I am going to keep training for abilities, knowledge, and skills.
Every day I will grind..... .
That includes....continuing to make meals from scratch....day by day.
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Yea. I am not going to complain about the 'M*sato' 'matter'.
That...even if (??) I was just seconds from completing this trial...during past Type A surge events (like last year).
My response...., in that regard, just showed / shows....who I am on the inside? Shows who / what is most important...to me.
Yes.
Oh. But a word of caution. Looks like Type B surge events...., not Type A surge events, would be the mechanism to witness anime worlds.....whilst here.......***full-time***.
Yep. Worlds of weaponized impostors at Starry Maiden and Celestial Maiden's identities...... .
Yep. If so, need to brace myself.....for noting even more fakers.....claiming at being active status..Infiniversal Routing Trial participants. Anime ones that will, like 'M*sato' '/' 'Sail*r' 'M*rs', 'play' 'injured' 'at' any oncoming / in progress........s*rge events....(of any type).