An entirely...new class of vision took place today, and that after I *thought* I had awakened here / rested...here....for a while.
It ***MAY*** have ***HAPPENED***.....***HERE*** (?????).
Whatever the case, the event went *FAR* beyond...many past events, and *may* have been a 'celestial' 'anime'....notation..event...if not a full-blown...beyond anime notation event.
But the thing is, there was no surge event.
As for the visuals, I, startlingly, ***BOTH***.....saw....*AND* heard.....a (*shakes head*)....speaking lifeform?
A lifeform with hair volume, hair motion, and every detail / very detailed traits that do *not* correspond to 'standard' 'anime'.
I also noted full-sized eyes beyond the average anime, and shoulder length brown hair....that featured a hair bang / combover pattern...facing to the left of my hovering (???) point of viee.
*Maybe* (???)...the lifeform was what mortals would claim 11-16?
The lifeform seemed unclothed, and seated behind the edge of a white bathtub (*thinks about the white bathtub...which is not even 10ft away....from the cottage bedroom*).
(*Listens to recorded audio notes taken after the vision event*).
(*Blinked, and went pale....as heard details from the groggily done report*).
Even *if* I noted 'celestial' 'anime' dubbing / grafts, I noted a voice....akin to that of M*n**a St*ri "Kagome"....mixed with elements of T*r**o..."Claudia".... .
Did I hear a question asked by a / the source lifeforn....?
Even now, I can not tell if I noted 'celestial' 'anime' teen 'Tifa', or a 'celestial' 'anime' upgraded version of the P*kemon Shi*ld trainer, or *both*, or neither.
I do not even...know if I perhaps....saw Starry Maiden.
(*Shakes my head*).
But I can see "the writing on the wall".
***ANY*** future surge events, will likely have ***FULL*** ***AUDIO*** ***CONVERSATIONS***.
Maybe that way I can / could get feedback about Starry Maiden's status....from another being.
That..since the energy requirement / data processing requirement...needed...for a direct contact / audio / visual...event is so...high.
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Yea. ***ALL*** the last XVI years hath been about, art locating and confirming the safety & status of Celestial Maiden and Starry Maiden.
Really, even longer than that
(More then XXXIV years....). .
***ANY*** desire for comfort I *could* feel, was not a priority... .
***Everything***....went into "oracle mode"...., and that search.
If not for "oracle mode" for the last III years, I could have, even decades back, directed ***TORRENTS*** of lightning, fire, and other forms of focused energy...at '***EVERY***' 'visible' mortal.....upon my leisure. That whilst casually generating starships...with which to live upon in luxury.
***EVERYTHING***....went into "oracle mode".... .
(*Thinks for a moment*).
I guess real....relationships...aren't like the solipsistic / narcissistic supply / 'convenience-above-all' bull**** of subanime mortals..... .
No nasty, disgusting, treacherous, and sickeningly...evil subanime mortal trash...would ***EVER*** be worth such a sacrifice.
Not even a ***SLIVER*** of such sacrifice.
(*Thinks*).
Me? I don't regret it.
But it is, and was...up to those beings to prove me...'***not***' a fool....for loving them like that? Caring about them like that?
Subanime mortals will & would ditch 'their' 'own' 'mother', 'their' 'own' 'kids' '/' 'spawn', 'their' 'own' 'spouse', 'their' 'pointless' 'hookup' 'partners'.... for "the h*ll of it".
(*Remembers how I hesitated, months back, with that unleashed surge event....on account of witnessing 'S**lor' 'M*rs'...dubbing at *somebody*.....*).
Me? I guess (??) I can only, too, theorize...from here....on the "ground floor" / the depths of this trial, but alas, *what* *if* The Infiniversal Routing Trial....is the / a ***ULTIMATE*** relationship test? A test that exposes the trial parcipant wholly? (*Felt my nails blaze*).
What if it could be a "marriage requirement" and or..."marriage basis display of fitness"?
Proof of people who never 'leave'...(*felt a caress to my head from a presence, and heard a tearful voice*).
If so, there would never 'be' 'such' 'a' 'thing' 'as' 'divorce' (*felt a caress to my right shin from a presence*), nor 'one' 'single' 'breakup'...in the real world / the hyperdimensional & multiversal plane.
Display of marital fitness.... . Hmm..... . (*Remembers that phrase for later conceptual research & investigation*).