I have been thinking about using my stored trump card from last year?
Especially since there has not been any wakeful state confirmation of a "dual ttial" (such as solar flare superstorms, or tsun*mi triggering cosmic blast...caused and announced by another).
It's just my nature to worry about, and strive to assist & support hyperdimensional beings by any means necessary.
But *if* this is a solo trial, I need to use my surge sprouting event...item for my own survival's sake?
I realized it last night, but alas...I note 'The' 'Inf*nity' 'Gauntlet' is a poor...poor...and broken knockoff at surge event...consummate...Yggdr*sil R**t Fruit items.
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(*Notes the word "protomatter", and now the words "stable configuration", flash within my mind*).
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(*Remembers last year, and thinks about the pair of tapping feet in the yard....., and the petite mode form variant mystery cuddler beings*(.
I...I wonder if, last year...during the surge event sprouting event & fluid world event...whereby I generated the above celestial m*shroom, I was trying to give it to the mystery cuddler pair..
If the same energy had been directed into materializing a starship, I could have materialized a planet-sized starship...if not an armada...of planet-sized starships?
But supporting hyperdimensional beings...potentially in need...was ***obviously*** my choice...(*notices my nails blazing in shock*).
I chose a support item.
A support item that can instantly bring a comatose, amnesiac, confused, and anemic....Infiniversal Routing Trial participant "back to their senses". And that.....*literally*.
(*Mentally hears a theme...., but then recognized the theme... . Uh oh*).
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A......apparently....(*experiences a palpably vulnerable blazing of my nails*)....this is what 'love" (???) is (*felt a sudden and mysterious caress to my backside from a presence*)...., and I do not know if I will survive it?
(*Thinks about the necessary conditions to complete this trial*)
(*Rubs my feverish brow*).
Well...I do know this.
I do not want to give the above support item to any one of the 'self-absorbed' 'subanime' '***holes'....I witnessed over the last III decades. I do not want to give it to Ssjh*ma, nor K*trino, nor 'G*P' 'L*cy', 'none' of 'em'.
(*Sighs*).
The chance to save somebody's life meant more to me than a massive starship loaded with food, and research gizmos.
The above photo is proof?
A support item that can save a friend.......was chosen over a soft bed, a loaded pantry, and a free shopping mall....aboard a starship.
A choice instantly made on a primal, and reflexive level.
If *this* gives me any indication of what "love" is, I am going to have to be *VERY* careful with how I treat....those hyperdimensiobal mystery cuddlers? Those monkey beings? (*Felt my nails blaze with a sensation of caution, warning, and...a....I guess a light / sensation of "responsibility"*).
Too, if this is a solo trial now, I need to try to keep it that way, and that by *winning*. If I were to collapse, and have my memories of the last III decades scattered, somebody with "love" might dive into the trial matrix / situation, and ***make*** this a "dual trial"?
People who "love" need to be calmed. assured, because they'll take ***any*** chance, and face at ***any*** foe....for the sake of those they love?
(*Flops...woozily, and feverishly, and thinks for a bit*).