A Day Of Unexpected Keyboard Songs / Never 'Compromise' When It Comes To Your Performance....
Me? I never intend to 'mock'.....'the' 'stupid'... .
But I can never accept the ones that 'settle' 'for' 'staying'....'stupid'..... .
My mission / effort to use N**tropics......, and strive for as much efficiency and function..as is possible for my neurological system, had immediate benefits yesterday.....
...... .
It is what it is, and before yesterday, my brain was not performing to a level necessary......to perceive the true nature of reality......in a long-term......real-time....steady-state manner..... .
I've got *SO* *MUCH*....work to do.
Work....on myself.
(*Unexpectedly perceived a caress (?!?) sensation from a mysterious source...to my right hip....as I rested my forehead on my forearms for a moment*).
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Hmmm.......... .
Today has been kinda eerie..... .
With l*ckdown week enacted, I ate some stew made last night, took N**tropics, and then sat down to the main window....area to play songs / melodies....on the keyboard.
Ever since then, the songs / chords / melodies....have been reverberating around.....in my head? (!!!!).
For beings not 'dominated' by a 'raging' '&' 'destructive' 's*x' 'drive' '/' 'limbic' 'system', "childhood" never really 'ends'?
Did the melodies which I played......sound a bit like NES / SNES K*rby........themes? (*Blushes intensely*). Oh well......lol. I never try to 'pretend' to be 'tough', or even "cool"......... .
A lesson came with the music? A discovery? (Along with some visuals)... .
Yea... . This house is just a starting step for me....... .
I have only taken the initial step in learning about the world around me, and my own self.
Hmmmmmmmmm......... .
If I was never compatible with 'm*nkind' before today, I'll think it is safe to assume...that I will not be compatible with 'mankind' tomorrow..... .
L*ckdown week hunh? I'm ready for lockdown week. Lockdown century..... . Lockdown millennia....... .
'M*nkind' 's*cks'...... .
I'm really loving this "lockdown" stuff.
(*Swoons*). (*Exhales in relief*).
The only way this peace was / is possible, is by not having any 'idiots' '/' 'pets' in this house......... .
This week has been very validating........(in a proof of concept type manner).
But I can never accept the ones that 'settle' 'for' 'staying'....'stupid'..... .
My mission / effort to use N**tropics......, and strive for as much efficiency and function..as is possible for my neurological system, had immediate benefits yesterday.....
...... .
It is what it is, and before yesterday, my brain was not performing to a level necessary......to perceive the true nature of reality......in a long-term......real-time....steady-state manner..... .
I've got *SO* *MUCH*....work to do.
Work....on myself.
(*Unexpectedly perceived a caress (?!?) sensation from a mysterious source...to my right hip....as I rested my forehead on my forearms for a moment*).
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Hmmm.......... .
Today has been kinda eerie..... .
With l*ckdown week enacted, I ate some stew made last night, took N**tropics, and then sat down to the main window....area to play songs / melodies....on the keyboard.
Ever since then, the songs / chords / melodies....have been reverberating around.....in my head? (!!!!).
For beings not 'dominated' by a 'raging' '&' 'destructive' 's*x' 'drive' '/' 'limbic' 'system', "childhood" never really 'ends'?
Did the melodies which I played......sound a bit like NES / SNES K*rby........themes? (*Blushes intensely*). Oh well......lol. I never try to 'pretend' to be 'tough', or even "cool"......... .
A lesson came with the music? A discovery? (Along with some visuals)... .
Yea... . This house is just a starting step for me....... .
I have only taken the initial step in learning about the world around me, and my own self.
Hmmmmmmmmm......... .
If I was never compatible with 'm*nkind' before today, I'll think it is safe to assume...that I will not be compatible with 'mankind' tomorrow..... .
L*ckdown week hunh? I'm ready for lockdown week. Lockdown century..... . Lockdown millennia....... .
'M*nkind' 's*cks'...... .
I'm really loving this "lockdown" stuff.
(*Swoons*). (*Exhales in relief*).
The only way this peace was / is possible, is by not having any 'idiots' '/' 'pets' in this house......... .
This week has been very validating........(in a proof of concept type manner).