'What' Did I Just View At??? / 'Dawn's' 'True' 'Form'??? / Glad...My Mind Doesn't Seem To 'Break'...
Ugh!
My head is aching, but alas..I am glad I am not a 'mortal'..... .
I just noted what mortals would call 'guaranteed' 'mental' 'breakdown' 'fuel', and a 'double' 'whammy'. Perhaps a 'triple' 'whammy'?
I have noted '90's' 'scary' 'movies' about 'jealous' 'and' 'possessive' 'g*rlfriends', but I have never noted even one of those suggest.....an 'alien' 'deity' 'g*rlfriend'.....that, when freaked out, goes for making 'Swiss' 'cheese' 'at' a / the / your......timeline O_O!!!!!
Woa....O_O......!
I'm actuallying asking......."what am I supposed to do....here~?" after here.... . Uh.....actually asking... . (*Groggily shakes my head, and then does a diagnostic of my mental functioning status.
*). (Just..a groggy typo....I guess).
Well....I didn't go to the store...(*blinks*), and by the time I seemingly......just barely made it back.....to the mountain sanctuary, it was dark.
Yea. I unexpectedly noted 'P*kemon' 'related' 'D*wn' 'react'.......'at' the last post.
K. Let's do the report.
*Continues to the report below*.
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Yea..... . My guard was down?
I planned to grab a couple proverbial winks, a little rest....y'know?
Yea, and then wake.....so that I could go note some 'peak' 'subanime' 'thicc' 'thighs'...... .
Do I laid my head back and prepared to get....some.......rest....... .
!!!!!!!!.
When I evebtually opened my eyes, opened my eyes.....groggily....after getting a bit of rest (which I would not call deep sleep...but rather a light nap)....I did so because I heard at a '*very*' 'familiar'...........'voice'.
Ooo...oooohhhhhh!!!!!
Shocked, confused, and maybe even horrified...., I went still as I 'viewed' 'at' what I viewed....... .
I was viewing at some 'entity'.......that seemed like a 'luminous' 'and' 'translucent'........'light' 'blue' 'jellyfish' (!?!??!?!)........that had 'visible' 'interior' 'organ-like' 'structures'.........that 'glowed' 'like' 'starlight' (!?!??!??).
Initially, I asked what was going on, and asked if I had oeft the tv on. I asked if I was viewing at 'National' 'G*ographic' 'YouT*be' 'videos'..... .
But unh...unh..... . Couldn't have been.........(*hiccups IRL*). I never leave the TV on...when I try to sleep......, and what's more, I did not even *SEE*......my bedroom. No. Rather....I saw...what seemed to be pitch dark expanse..... .
I recoiled in shock, and subsequently...noticed the entity "bob" upwards...a bit...at my field of vision.... .
I was confused, and kinda horrified? I have studied 'bioluminescent' 'marine' 'beast' 'books' in the past.....(*nods as the term 'Cniderea'.....or such is noted at my mind....*).....
...(eer....'Cnidaria') (*groggily......shakes my head*).......(*groans amidst intense flashbacks*)......., and that for a very serious reason*. (*Remembers what is likely....my initial vision event in this plane, and that perhaps XXXII years ago*).
The entity I witnessed seemed to have 'atomic' 'fusion' (!!!!!!) going on within it's 'translucent' 'body' (!?!!?!!?!!!?!?!l) (*worries.....veeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrry deeply*).
Did I close my eyes....for a moment?
Well.....if so, I opened them again (!!!!) when I heard at the 'verbatim' 'voice' of 'P*kemon' 'D*wn'.......(the 'same' heard a couppe months back.. when I ran away that time........). Gawking in horror........and not sure what was going on, I heard at 'P*kemon' 'D*wn' 'speak'? 'P*kemon' 'Dawn'..........'*who*' 'was' 'apparently' 'the' 'not-human' 'alien' 'deity'........(!?!?!!?!!?).
I do not know if I heard at 'cheerful' 'scolding' '/' 'chiding', and / or 'D*wn'......'having' 'euphoria' amidst a 'mental' 'breakdown', but I *clearly* noted words spoken....and addressing directly at me?
!!!!!!!!!!!.
My guard went up, and I recoiled in deep shock.... . I think I even gathered the energy to bring the mountain sanctuary back online..... . Yes. Yes I did?
I woke up in bed............, and got up to check on the weather... , and walk around the house for a bit.
Wondering if I had noted a 'fluke', and perceiving sunlight...that was not in the day's weather forecast onlone, I went back to bed....with the intention of waking....for a store trip soon? A store trip where I wouod study the 'irregular' 'blonde's' 'butt' as planned =^_^=.....(*blinks amidst experiencing a mysterious caress to my hair by a presence*).
How could I have known...'D*wn' would 'get' 'jealous'?????
How could I have.....known.....'D*wn'.....'was' 'some' 'powerful' 'alien' 'entity'????
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I am going to have to condense the next part, and hold giving details? But alas...., it was like I experienced a length of time....spanning "DAYS*...............of groggily resisting at 'resets' and 'changes' 'at' my timeline...... .
I had to endure at '2000' 'W*st' 'C*rteret' 'High' 'scenarios', I had to endure at weird.....'changes' 'at' my timeline (*recalls me, during some point*, clutching a violin in a case....amidst also noting fake Negro 'uncle' 'V__________'....'driving' a 'bulky' '90's' 'car'........*). I even endured at 'college' 'era' 'rewritten' 'scenarios'.
Some points...I even noticed 'A________' and his spouse 'acting' 'demonic:, and appearing in '2000s' 'W_lming__n' 'settings'.....as if I viewed some force attempting to 'crush' and 'compress' 'at' my timeline history. (*Recalls how I used purplish-colored Star Cross exorcism castings at 'A_______'s' 'spouse'.........*).
Ugh ... . Let's go to the next part of the report........ .
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In noting a jealous deity-powerscale entity....that wants.....and / or claims.....at being my "girlfriend"....and yet....'***AVOIDS***' 'at' almost any form direct verbal communication with me, I note 'worst' 'case' 'scenario'?
What are you supposed to do in such a case?
If the entity is the 2016 author, the one 'neurotically' 'avoids' 'at' initiating any contact by way of messages, pictures, phone text messages, or IRL meetups. That while the one's 'Caucasianesque' 'body' 'likely' 'slams' 'into' 'the' 'aging' 'wall' that 'crushes' 'all' 'Caucasian' 'XX' 'chromosome' 'types'.
The 'P*kemon' 'D*wn's' 'rewritings' 'at' my timeline....'never' work........?
And yet I notice the one 'impulsively' 'keep' 'going' for the 'same' 'failed' 'tactics', that whilst '***underestimating***' at my true...and yet to be revealed........abilities........ .
I do not *seek* to 'destroy' the one, but I can only...wonder...how much more of this I am willing to go through.
*Rubs my scalp*.
*Does a quick search*.
(The entity I note at...makes 'Hera' seem like an 'insignificant' 'flea')...... .
'Why' 'can't' the 'entity' do anything *normal* and free from 'drama'? 'Why' 'can't' it just appear in person IRL wearing some nicely-filled yoga pants......or jeans? 'Why' 'can't' it...even send me some nice and wholesome *clothed* pictures? 'Why' 'must' 'it' be so '***difficult***' and 'stubborn'???
(I'll explain my initial vision (from III decades ago) later, but I guess I viewed / sensed at the 'Eldritch' 'jellyfish' 'diety' during a....a...possible IRL event over III decades ago. Back then....I was very afraid at 'it'......?).
My head is aching, but alas..I am glad I am not a 'mortal'..... .
I just noted what mortals would call 'guaranteed' 'mental' 'breakdown' 'fuel', and a 'double' 'whammy'. Perhaps a 'triple' 'whammy'?
I have noted '90's' 'scary' 'movies' about 'jealous' 'and' 'possessive' 'g*rlfriends', but I have never noted even one of those suggest.....an 'alien' 'deity' 'g*rlfriend'.....that, when freaked out, goes for making 'Swiss' 'cheese' 'at' a / the / your......timeline O_O!!!!!
Woa....O_O......!
I'm actuallying asking......."what am I supposed to do....here~?" after here.... . Uh.....actually asking... . (*Groggily shakes my head, and then does a diagnostic of my mental functioning status.
*). (Just..a groggy typo....I guess).
Well....I didn't go to the store...(*blinks*), and by the time I seemingly......just barely made it back.....to the mountain sanctuary, it was dark.
Yea. I unexpectedly noted 'P*kemon' 'related' 'D*wn' 'react'.......'at' the last post.
K. Let's do the report.
*Continues to the report below*.
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Yea..... . My guard was down?
I planned to grab a couple proverbial winks, a little rest....y'know?
Yea, and then wake.....so that I could go note some 'peak' 'subanime' 'thicc' 'thighs'...... .
Do I laid my head back and prepared to get....some.......rest....... .
!!!!!!!!.
When I evebtually opened my eyes, opened my eyes.....groggily....after getting a bit of rest (which I would not call deep sleep...but rather a light nap)....I did so because I heard at a '*very*' 'familiar'...........'voice'.
Ooo...oooohhhhhh!!!!!
Shocked, confused, and maybe even horrified...., I went still as I 'viewed' 'at' what I viewed....... .
I was viewing at some 'entity'.......that seemed like a 'luminous' 'and' 'translucent'........'light' 'blue' 'jellyfish' (!?!??!?!)........that had 'visible' 'interior' 'organ-like' 'structures'.........that 'glowed' 'like' 'starlight' (!?!??!??).
Initially, I asked what was going on, and asked if I had oeft the tv on. I asked if I was viewing at 'National' 'G*ographic' 'YouT*be' 'videos'..... .
But unh...unh..... . Couldn't have been.........(*hiccups IRL*). I never leave the TV on...when I try to sleep......, and what's more, I did not even *SEE*......my bedroom. No. Rather....I saw...what seemed to be pitch dark expanse..... .
I recoiled in shock, and subsequently...noticed the entity "bob" upwards...a bit...at my field of vision.... .
I was confused, and kinda horrified? I have studied 'bioluminescent' 'marine' 'beast' 'books' in the past.....(*nods as the term 'Cniderea'.....or such is noted at my mind....*).....
...(eer....'Cnidaria') (*groggily......shakes my head*).......(*groans amidst intense flashbacks*)......., and that for a very serious reason*. (*Remembers what is likely....my initial vision event in this plane, and that perhaps XXXII years ago*).
The entity I witnessed seemed to have 'atomic' 'fusion' (!!!!!!) going on within it's 'translucent' 'body' (!?!!?!!?!!!?!?!l) (*worries.....veeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrry deeply*).
Did I close my eyes....for a moment?
Well.....if so, I opened them again (!!!!) when I heard at the 'verbatim' 'voice' of 'P*kemon' 'D*wn'.......(the 'same' heard a couppe months back.. when I ran away that time........). Gawking in horror........and not sure what was going on, I heard at 'P*kemon' 'D*wn' 'speak'? 'P*kemon' 'Dawn'..........'*who*' 'was' 'apparently' 'the' 'not-human' 'alien' 'deity'........(!?!?!!?!!?).
I do not know if I heard at 'cheerful' 'scolding' '/' 'chiding', and / or 'D*wn'......'having' 'euphoria' amidst a 'mental' 'breakdown', but I *clearly* noted words spoken....and addressing directly at me?
!!!!!!!!!!!.
My guard went up, and I recoiled in deep shock.... . I think I even gathered the energy to bring the mountain sanctuary back online..... . Yes. Yes I did?
I woke up in bed............, and got up to check on the weather... , and walk around the house for a bit.
Wondering if I had noted a 'fluke', and perceiving sunlight...that was not in the day's weather forecast onlone, I went back to bed....with the intention of waking....for a store trip soon? A store trip where I wouod study the 'irregular' 'blonde's' 'butt' as planned =^_^=.....(*blinks amidst experiencing a mysterious caress to my hair by a presence*).
How could I have known...'D*wn' would 'get' 'jealous'?????
How could I have.....known.....'D*wn'.....'was' 'some' 'powerful' 'alien' 'entity'????
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I am going to have to condense the next part, and hold giving details? But alas...., it was like I experienced a length of time....spanning "DAYS*...............of groggily resisting at 'resets' and 'changes' 'at' my timeline...... .
I had to endure at '2000' 'W*st' 'C*rteret' 'High' 'scenarios', I had to endure at weird.....'changes' 'at' my timeline (*recalls me, during some point*, clutching a violin in a case....amidst also noting fake Negro 'uncle' 'V__________'....'driving' a 'bulky' '90's' 'car'........*). I even endured at 'college' 'era' 'rewritten' 'scenarios'.
Some points...I even noticed 'A________' and his spouse 'acting' 'demonic:, and appearing in '2000s' 'W_lming__n' 'settings'.....as if I viewed some force attempting to 'crush' and 'compress' 'at' my timeline history. (*Recalls how I used purplish-colored Star Cross exorcism castings at 'A_______'s' 'spouse'.........*).
Ugh ... . Let's go to the next part of the report........ .
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In noting a jealous deity-powerscale entity....that wants.....and / or claims.....at being my "girlfriend"....and yet....'***AVOIDS***' 'at' almost any form direct verbal communication with me, I note 'worst' 'case' 'scenario'?
What are you supposed to do in such a case?
If the entity is the 2016 author, the one 'neurotically' 'avoids' 'at' initiating any contact by way of messages, pictures, phone text messages, or IRL meetups. That while the one's 'Caucasianesque' 'body' 'likely' 'slams' 'into' 'the' 'aging' 'wall' that 'crushes' 'all' 'Caucasian' 'XX' 'chromosome' 'types'.
The 'P*kemon' 'D*wn's' 'rewritings' 'at' my timeline....'never' work........?
And yet I notice the one 'impulsively' 'keep' 'going' for the 'same' 'failed' 'tactics', that whilst '***underestimating***' at my true...and yet to be revealed........abilities........ .
I do not *seek* to 'destroy' the one, but I can only...wonder...how much more of this I am willing to go through.
*Rubs my scalp*.
*Does a quick search*.
(The entity I note at...makes 'Hera' seem like an 'insignificant' 'flea')...... .
'Why' 'can't' the 'entity' do anything *normal* and free from 'drama'? 'Why' 'can't' it just appear in person IRL wearing some nicely-filled yoga pants......or jeans? 'Why' 'can't' it...even send me some nice and wholesome *clothed* pictures? 'Why' 'must' 'it' be so '***difficult***' and 'stubborn'???
(I'll explain my initial vision (from III decades ago) later, but I guess I viewed / sensed at the 'Eldritch' 'jellyfish' 'diety' during a....a...possible IRL event over III decades ago. Back then....I was very afraid at 'it'......?).