A New class of event happened last night / this morning...... .
(*Checks a graph really quick*).
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I drank a tall cup of L*ngzhi.....tea......, and prepared for bed....before noting '3:30am' I guess... .
Some questions were on my mind..., such as why I have not perceived the mystery cuddler being....in the last couple days, but the tea effects manifested rather fast I guess....and I got really sleepy.....*fast*.
O.....okay... . I seemed to get some rest. (*Nods*). But then...., eventually, I woke up to an ***INTENSE*** black expanse event.
E...everything in this (mindscape) plane...had seemingly been disassembled....into heavy cosmic darkness, and something happened so that that status was kept for quite a long length of time..... . Yhe timeline progression was frozen, frozen and based around what seemed likena floating platform / island..that featured a lawn of green grass, and a (!!!) house (???) or shelter..comprised of a long-stalked giant R*ishi mushroom (with a house-like structure built onto and under it).
Maybe I spotted a pair of beings (???) in the background, *but* a specific being who I was looking for...was not there.....??? Did I try to summon the being there??? Searching for the being.....amidst the black expanse environment, I....I....I appeared to note something going on..... .
Did I detect a 'male'........'grafted' 'at' the being?
Was the being having issues reaching me???
Was I searching for a dual trialer, maybe a dual trial partner???
(*Notices the sensation of my nails...blazing with alarm*).
The event held for a long time...as if I was manipulating the realm-wide "clock"..... for this place.
The plan was to try to use the high mana location...as like a "diplomatic relations zone", and see about any potential chance for teamwork. Y'know? Synchronizing hearts and minds...to the task that needs / needed doing...... .
K. Let's progress to the next post part.
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I am not intending bragging, but if this is / was a dual trial, that would make sense...... .
If....I, amidst noticing '2004', had had immediate access to a starship.....and sailed the cosmos...immediately after that cosmic blast......, even then I would have never expected me to have access to the knowledge and abilities I have now..... . With just breadcrumbs, and still witnessing the 's*me' 'old' 'sh***y' 'internet' 'resources' and 'sh***y' 'subanime' 'mortals'...just like a decade ago, I have ***somehow*** been able to soar (on a level of knowledge and the application of said knowledge) far far faaaaaaaaaar......past.....any level I imagined back then.
Life is not 'boring' for me, absolutely not, but I have been "twiddling my thumbs" and just asking "what's up?" for quite some time.
Noting '2007', I had sought to explore at some 'anime' 'worlds' for a couple years, and then call it a day...and retire to a ship for V years or so....to complete the trial. On a ship, I wanted to "sort" the whole "g*nder" related thing, and that..even if it meant...screaming into pillows (lol), and perhaps even experiencing despair and such...... .
I will not say I have been 'robbed' of that opportunity (*notices a blazing nails sensation for my left foot*)..., but if I was on a ship now...I'd just be chilling to the ship's lounge....with calmness resonating through my being (just like right now)....because so many of my questions have been answered, and so much knowledge has been proven. That *somehow* whilst witnessing the 'worst' and 'most' 'uncomfortable' 'subanime' 'conditions'.
That is what it is....... . An analogy I would use.....is this. If the hyperdimensional knowledge was a golden culinary feast......, I had my feast...items whilst witnessing a rank subanime gas station 'men's' 'lavatory' with 's**t' 'smeared' 'walls' and 'pi**' on the floor......(????)..rather than enjoying my feast in a precious metals adorned...starship banquet hall....... . (*Facepalms*).
I ate, I feasted, and I survived..... . That's what matters right?
Maybe another trial hunh?
The main question for me now...., is the "why" and the "what happened" in regard to this trial scenario / situation. I seek the answer so that so this trial can be completed as fast as possible..... . Here are my leading hypotheses.
A) It is a solo trial, but some sort of safety mechanism is in place that has kept me witnessing 'subanime' (????) for the majority of the time.
B) This is a dual trial, and my trial partner and I......are having issues synching up......as if we are sharing the same space / timeline in the realm..., but each currently inhabit a varying "phase" within this realm. In other words, that person may be living in a house....in an arid area with dry air.....in their "phase" / "layer" of this plane, whilst yet...from my perspective........the place where their house / dwelling is.......would be in the middle of the Atlantic Ocean (and to a depth more than a mile deep.....(and I place that I...currently....would still pass right through if I encountered it)).
C) This is a dual trial, but...(*groans in horror and notices that blazing nails sensation again*) I notice...a...***GRAVELY*** incapacitated trialing partner...who struggles to know left from right, up from down, and has their hands not only full....but overwhelmed...with stuff I considered basic III decades.....ago.
Hypothesis A and B could be resolved with time and effort.......... .
***C*** is the hypothesis that makes my blood go chilled.....(*exhales in horror*).
Alright. Now that context has been established for the post title (regarding intelligence and wisdom)......, let us proceed.
Indeed..... . Hypothesis C is quite chilling....... .
So let's talk here for a moment...... .
It is a matter of terror and horror for me, but let's go ahead and refer at the '2016' 'author'.
Right now, would there be *any* way to get the '2016' 'author' to have a drink of healing L*ngzhi Tea?
If the 2016 author is not reading this journal (which has me spilling the beans, and freely giving knowledge I ***struggled*** ***long*** to attain (via Nootropics and all sorts of training regimens) to attain)......., knowledge which hyperdimensional divine beings ***unceasingly*** tried to provide me with (even as I struggled to hear and see any of their message for over a decade)....., 'how' could or would the author be given any notice or word of L*ngzhi?
And even then, even if the knowledge was available and on this journal, and I noticed the 'author' 'read' 'at' it, 'why' would the '2016' 'author' choose to seek L*ngzhi rather than some '60' 'dollar' 'P*kemon' 'video' 'game' or '60' 'dollar' 'booze' '/' 'alcohol' '/' 'cigarette' 'carton' '/' 'drugs'? 'How' could the 'author' ever make a / the right choice?
K. Main point time....... .
Hypothesis C is chilling for me....., but if it ***DID*** explain the current situation, it would be dire.,... .
While I aspire for the traits I am about to speak of, ***BOTH*** would be necessary for victory in both the trial, and life as a whole.
Intelligence is non-negotiable.....for the survival of a hyperdimensional lifeform.
Wisdom is non-negotiable.....for the survival of a hyperdimensional lifeform.
***BOTH*** are required in an optimal balance.....for the survival of a hyperdimensional lifeform.
Intelligence is the ability to receive and process raw and infinitely complex streams of information....., draw associations from and notice patterns in said information, memorize vast stores of information, and employ multispectral analysis on all levels regarding both past and present remembered information.....as a means to anticipate in advance....likely future results / probabilities / events.
Wisdom...is the ability to optimize performance, act in self-preservation, and make the most productive decisions......by way of applying ***EVERY*** ***LAST*** ***SLIVER*** of available / known data......***REALTIME***....as ***EFFICIENTLY*** ***AS*** ***POSSIBLE***. (This ability is an ability 'most' 'Caucasians' 'lack'......'at' any semblance of). It's applying lessons learned in the past....to the present by way of action..., and that to optimize and facilitate survival.
A being who possesses both intelligence and wisdom can seem psychic, and can seem thousands and thousands of steps ahead.....at 'any' 'dull-witted' and 'predictable' 'enemy'.
Too, a being who possesses both intelligence and wisdom gains access to the ability known as self awareness. Meaning said being can have the capacity and objectivity necessary to question their own performance, notice any issues holding back performance, and address those issues so ever higher levels of demonstrable performance become available.
'A' 'mortal' 'that' 'lacks' 'at' wisdom.....would be like the example of a 'mortal' 'CDC' 'doctor' that 'has' 'unprotected' 's*x' with 'random' 'mortals' 'despite' supposed......'intricate' 'knowledge' 'about' 'STD's'.
'A' 'mortal' 'that' 'lacks' 'at' intelligence...can't even process and thus perceive the hyperspectral data streams that comprise visuals / audio / scents / empathic transmissions / telepathic transmissions / elemental mana concentrations / mana concentrations / space fabric oscillations.....of the hyperdimensional plane.
That all said, if hypothesis C is true (*inhales and sighs*), I would need to try to get another trialer to take L*ngzhi..... . (*Facepalms*). That so they can ***HEAL*** ***THEIR*** ***MIND***, ***NOURISH*** ***THEIR*** ***STRUGGLING*** ***BRAIN***, and set on the loooooong (*groans in pain*) road of recovery....... .
I do not think the 'priorly' 'helpless' 'acting' '2016' 'author' is a trialer, but next time I ride at that the top of white wolf's back, I am going to try to offer some L*ngzhi extract biscuits (lol)....... .
And if I see the being from the kiss toast event again, I am going to try to take her glass of purple liquid, and give the being some L*ngzhi tea instead..... .
If there is another trialer, we need to be synchronized on and with the same brain performance boosting / supporting herbal medicines...... . We would need to be synchronized as a team...really....... .
Yea. I dunno why I am still here, but of the III above hypotheses, seems guaranteed that a hypothesis of the III will be the case.... .