That Cozy House On The Mountainside.... / Thank You For Loving Me...... / Trying To Understand W.O.L
Triggrr Warning: Contains objectivity, and photos of a yard / lifestyle / house..a Negro man is not supposed to be capable of. Too, the post discusses love, objective love that bears visible and palpable results. No 'Caucasians' please.
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[Preface: Am I supposed to be a guardian of love or something??? (*Feels my nails glowing in a blushful manner*).]
Before noting a phone call at the house today....(eight two eight...._____ five six....seven....______ ______ ______)...., I was relaxing, thinking, and listening to this theme...... .
That...as lunch / dinner was simmering..(*swoons*).....
...... .
The caller was teh alpha dude J (lol)? The dude that (*sighs*) claims I am a deity....... .
I noted a trip invite to look for l*pidary equipment.
I was worried about going from the house today due to cars / trucks flying from the roads around here lately (????!). Case in point.....J reported....(and later drove by) a truck stuck into a diagonal angle into the ground, and that just up the road from my house.
J basically said **** it..... about (hahaha lol) the 'strange' 'road' 'events'... . Me? I sighed, laughed, and got ready to go search for equipment.
My arms were still tingly...like the other day...though.... .
After going to the hardware store....., was an impromptu visit to a food shop =^_^=.
And it was ***THERE*** that Wings Of Love (!!??!!) fired up...... . As I walked in, I experienced (*rubs my scalp*) a surge in my empathic and telepathic abilities, and I saturated the location with relaxing mana..... .
(*Blushes red and sighs*). One at the location, an XX chromosome type brunette 'got' 'smitten' (!!??!!)..., called the 'bae' term at me, and flirtingly touched at teh Negro graft's arm (!!!) (uh oh!!!!!!)....... .
And even with the employee dudes and the like walking around..., I noted 'free' 'stuff'....(!??!!) flirtingly slipped at me again..... . (One 3.95 price charge is missing). Yea. Again.... . That is about the 3rd or 4th of such occurrences....that I have noted at in the last couple months...... .
Yea, a couple weeks back, I spectated at Aves and his parent not even charged for a whole sheet of lumber (one of three in total) as I.......unexpectedly used Wings Of Love...at the cashier..... .
Word from the street, according to J, is that mortals can (*wince*), did, and do...have 'extreme' 'erotic' 'reactions' at the presence of my aura / aura field (!!/!!!) (O_O).
Me? Today I asked myself, what exactly is Wings Of Love......???? Is it generated of my feelings of love and passion...for certain individuals??? Is it bestowed upon me by the divine favor, adoration, limitless passion, and limitless love of a infinite scale Goddess??? (Who or what being was tearfully and even desperately begging me for kisses yesterday evening??? *Remembers how the being trembled, even seemingly about to go into shock*).
Me? I just do not know right now
But my freezer is full........
....., and the yard / house....
....is tended to.
I know I have my struggles in life, but all in all, I am happy. *Thinks*. Happy because of love...., happy for the chance to *FEEL* love....., and unexpectedly happy about the wholly unexpected chance to ***be *** loved...(*chuckles about that tear...felt going down my right cheek*).
I want to thank the hyperdimensional beings who I love...for inadvertently showing me that I am even capable of loving somebody. I too...thank the same beings for loving me (*felt my nails flash with the emotion of gratitude*) (*gulped*).
'Depression' 'can' 'not' exist...where there is love... . Is this why I have never been 'depressed'....? Love??? Feeling it for those I care about and believe in, and receiving it from them as well....???
I did not know it...., but my life revolves around love.....and passion..... . I guess...it always has.... . Yea, and somehow I have this unexpected and new ability awakening more and more. Am I supposed to be a guardian of love or something......??? (*Felt flutters in my stomach*). Me??? All I ever wanted was those around me to be safe, happy, physically / spiritually / mentally / emotionally healthy, and well...... . Where I come from, that is what love and passion are and mean. That, and trying to be as inoffensive as possible to the senses of those you care about and respect....(true mercy).
I guess the whole reason I witnessed subanime mankind accuse such a horrifying and unmentionable monster at me..., is because I note mortals 'h*llbent' on 'self' 'destruction' and 'automutilation'.....('peak' 'subanime' 'mortal' Caucasians commonly getting disfiguring piercings and tattoos, ....and commonly swilling toxic psych drugs / narcotics & alcohol, as well as callously discarding 'their' 'pseudovirginity' ('and' 'getting' 'incurable' 'cancers' 'and' 'other' 'diseases' 'thus')........art examples of such).
'Mankind' is an antithesis, an anathema, at everything I have ever stood for, believed in, or striven for. 'Mankind' is an antithesis at everything I have ever struggled for, prayed for, cried for, tried for..... . Ones that chronically automutilate, and yet chronically....cram / swarm at my immediate surroundings, attention, and environment (*recalls at the ridiculously packed and cramped ghettos*).
Me? What is my deepest wish, too, is the chance to be in a world, a realm, that features people with whom this Wings Of Love ability....can actually help.... . I want to bring a sensation of joy and spiritual completion to somebody's life..... . That is my prayer? Yea. That is my dream. Rather than 'skipping' 'billings', and rather than 'dealing' 'with' extremely 'aroused' 'mortals', I want to bring a / the feeling of absolute and total spiritual and emotional completion to the lives of those I care about.... . All the lives present in an entire plane..... . A sanctuary plane. That is my dream. That is my wish. That is my prayer.
*Feels a white fire encoating areas of my hands and arms*.
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[Preface: Am I supposed to be a guardian of love or something??? (*Feels my nails glowing in a blushful manner*).]
Before noting a phone call at the house today....(eight two eight...._____ five six....seven....______ ______ ______)...., I was relaxing, thinking, and listening to this theme...... .
Click to viewThat...as lunch / dinner was simmering..(*swoons*).....
...... .
The caller was teh alpha dude J (lol)? The dude that (*sighs*) claims I am a deity....... .
I noted a trip invite to look for l*pidary equipment.
I was worried about going from the house today due to cars / trucks flying from the roads around here lately (????!). Case in point.....J reported....(and later drove by) a truck stuck into a diagonal angle into the ground, and that just up the road from my house.
J basically said **** it..... about (hahaha lol) the 'strange' 'road' 'events'... . Me? I sighed, laughed, and got ready to go search for equipment.
My arms were still tingly...like the other day...though.... .
After going to the hardware store....., was an impromptu visit to a food shop =^_^=.
And it was ***THERE*** that Wings Of Love (!!??!!) fired up...... . As I walked in, I experienced (*rubs my scalp*) a surge in my empathic and telepathic abilities, and I saturated the location with relaxing mana..... .
(*Blushes red and sighs*). One at the location, an XX chromosome type brunette 'got' 'smitten' (!!??!!)..., called the 'bae' term at me, and flirtingly touched at teh Negro graft's arm (!!!) (uh oh!!!!!!)....... .
And even with the employee dudes and the like walking around..., I noted 'free' 'stuff'....(!??!!) flirtingly slipped at me again..... . (One 3.95 price charge is missing). Yea. Again.... . That is about the 3rd or 4th of such occurrences....that I have noted at in the last couple months...... .
Yea, a couple weeks back, I spectated at Aves and his parent not even charged for a whole sheet of lumber (one of three in total) as I.......unexpectedly used Wings Of Love...at the cashier..... .
Word from the street, according to J, is that mortals can (*wince*), did, and do...have 'extreme' 'erotic' 'reactions' at the presence of my aura / aura field (!!/!!!) (O_O).
Me? Today I asked myself, what exactly is Wings Of Love......???? Is it generated of my feelings of love and passion...for certain individuals??? Is it bestowed upon me by the divine favor, adoration, limitless passion, and limitless love of a infinite scale Goddess??? (Who or what being was tearfully and even desperately begging me for kisses yesterday evening??? *Remembers how the being trembled, even seemingly about to go into shock*).
Me? I just do not know right now
But my freezer is full........
....., and the yard / house....
....is tended to.
I know I have my struggles in life, but all in all, I am happy. *Thinks*. Happy because of love...., happy for the chance to *FEEL* love....., and unexpectedly happy about the wholly unexpected chance to ***be *** loved...(*chuckles about that tear...felt going down my right cheek*).
I want to thank the hyperdimensional beings who I love...for inadvertently showing me that I am even capable of loving somebody. I too...thank the same beings for loving me (*felt my nails flash with the emotion of gratitude*) (*gulped*).
'Depression' 'can' 'not' exist...where there is love... . Is this why I have never been 'depressed'....? Love??? Feeling it for those I care about and believe in, and receiving it from them as well....???
I did not know it...., but my life revolves around love.....and passion..... . I guess...it always has.... . Yea, and somehow I have this unexpected and new ability awakening more and more. Am I supposed to be a guardian of love or something......??? (*Felt flutters in my stomach*). Me??? All I ever wanted was those around me to be safe, happy, physically / spiritually / mentally / emotionally healthy, and well...... . Where I come from, that is what love and passion are and mean. That, and trying to be as inoffensive as possible to the senses of those you care about and respect....(true mercy).
I guess the whole reason I witnessed subanime mankind accuse such a horrifying and unmentionable monster at me..., is because I note mortals 'h*llbent' on 'self' 'destruction' and 'automutilation'.....('peak' 'subanime' 'mortal' Caucasians commonly getting disfiguring piercings and tattoos, ....and commonly swilling toxic psych drugs / narcotics & alcohol, as well as callously discarding 'their' 'pseudovirginity' ('and' 'getting' 'incurable' 'cancers' 'and' 'other' 'diseases' 'thus')........art examples of such).
'Mankind' is an antithesis, an anathema, at everything I have ever stood for, believed in, or striven for. 'Mankind' is an antithesis at everything I have ever struggled for, prayed for, cried for, tried for..... . Ones that chronically automutilate, and yet chronically....cram / swarm at my immediate surroundings, attention, and environment (*recalls at the ridiculously packed and cramped ghettos*).
Me? What is my deepest wish, too, is the chance to be in a world, a realm, that features people with whom this Wings Of Love ability....can actually help.... . I want to bring a sensation of joy and spiritual completion to somebody's life..... . That is my prayer? Yea. That is my dream. Rather than 'skipping' 'billings', and rather than 'dealing' 'with' extremely 'aroused' 'mortals', I want to bring a / the feeling of absolute and total spiritual and emotional completion to the lives of those I care about.... . All the lives present in an entire plane..... . A sanctuary plane. That is my dream. That is my wish. That is my prayer.
*Feels a white fire encoating areas of my hands and arms*.