Not knowing what to say
... or do or write or feel.
I've tried to just have an easy day today without thinking about all the stuff I need to do. Got my laundry done and have organised aspects of my computer and just watched some TV, which is good I guess.
Last night by time the girlfriend and I were done watching fireworks and browsing K-Mart I curled up into bed while she played on my computer and listened to Moves Like Jagger. I don't know if it was here being here or the music or what but I eventually fell asleep, only to wake up when she was ready to leave. I still felt drowsy but after she left I had trouble returning to my slumber and it frustrates me how easily I sleep until she leaves. I think I slept okay once I returned to sleep.
Everything feels so dull right now. I feel restless. I feel bored. I don't have the time or energy for everything I need to do and that seems to be all I can focus on.
I am dreading the return to work placement on Monday. I'm dreading the stuff I have to write up about what I have learned, before returning on Monday.
So drained.
I've tried to just have an easy day today without thinking about all the stuff I need to do. Got my laundry done and have organised aspects of my computer and just watched some TV, which is good I guess.
Last night by time the girlfriend and I were done watching fireworks and browsing K-Mart I curled up into bed while she played on my computer and listened to Moves Like Jagger. I don't know if it was here being here or the music or what but I eventually fell asleep, only to wake up when she was ready to leave. I still felt drowsy but after she left I had trouble returning to my slumber and it frustrates me how easily I sleep until she leaves. I think I slept okay once I returned to sleep.
Everything feels so dull right now. I feel restless. I feel bored. I don't have the time or energy for everything I need to do and that seems to be all I can focus on.
I am dreading the return to work placement on Monday. I'm dreading the stuff I have to write up about what I have learned, before returning on Monday.
So drained.