i'm gonna catch you,you better run.
Camera one camera two,
The difference in which I see you.
You look to me like white noise baby
Static is all I see.
I’ve got a square yard of skin
That can’t feel a thing
I locked the gate and you can’t come in.
What studying psychology can do to you before you ensure that your neurons misfire.
Chronic pain, pain created by your brain.
Real physical pain.
Pain in your head is pain in your mind. It’s real, you can’t control it and you don’t choose it.
Mind over matter
you get what you expect
the belief that it doesn’t hurt, a real belief
not just telling yourself it wont hurt
and knowing that it really will.
The body
the mind
the wonderful machine that starts to decompose when you are born,
maybe before depends on how depressed you chose to get about it I guess.
There is nothing better than a snow day
A day where you can stay home safe and warm
and watch the snow accumulate
praying the plows clear the roads in time for tomorrow
and the two birthday parties you promised to attend,
bought and wrapped gifts for
and really any excuse to get him out interacting with the kids.
I need to buy a, really good warm keep-my-feet-dry, pair of boots so I may go sledding with my son and actually enjoy it.
If I had someone coming with me I would also bring my camera.
This is where i really feel it
I wish he were here.
To see the snow to cuddle on the couch make hot chocolate (for him, tea for me)
hell even if we were in two different rooms not interacting at all, I’m lonely I guess. I used to want to go back to living alone
All the quiet the control over my environment the freedom of it.
I think I finally reached a point in my life where I want what we all want sooner or later,
a partner in crime another half that when they are gone you really feel that void.
An end to one kind of bullshit and the beginning to another.
It’s a strange thing to be human.
The difference in which I see you.
You look to me like white noise baby
Static is all I see.
I’ve got a square yard of skin
That can’t feel a thing
I locked the gate and you can’t come in.
What studying psychology can do to you before you ensure that your neurons misfire.
Chronic pain, pain created by your brain.
Real physical pain.
Pain in your head is pain in your mind. It’s real, you can’t control it and you don’t choose it.
Mind over matter
you get what you expect
the belief that it doesn’t hurt, a real belief
not just telling yourself it wont hurt
and knowing that it really will.
The body
the mind
the wonderful machine that starts to decompose when you are born,
maybe before depends on how depressed you chose to get about it I guess.
There is nothing better than a snow day
A day where you can stay home safe and warm
and watch the snow accumulate
praying the plows clear the roads in time for tomorrow
and the two birthday parties you promised to attend,
bought and wrapped gifts for
and really any excuse to get him out interacting with the kids.
I need to buy a, really good warm keep-my-feet-dry, pair of boots so I may go sledding with my son and actually enjoy it.
If I had someone coming with me I would also bring my camera.
This is where i really feel it
I wish he were here.
To see the snow to cuddle on the couch make hot chocolate (for him, tea for me)
hell even if we were in two different rooms not interacting at all, I’m lonely I guess. I used to want to go back to living alone
All the quiet the control over my environment the freedom of it.
I think I finally reached a point in my life where I want what we all want sooner or later,
a partner in crime another half that when they are gone you really feel that void.
An end to one kind of bullshit and the beginning to another.
It’s a strange thing to be human.