i need a shower

[jaguar1211]

smoke another one
choke on your own breath

there's something here
i feel it
something to say
as i type on new keys
from christmas

all these things mean nothing
when it's arguing with you
learn to share me
your little girls got a family now.
birds must fly from the nest.

daddy's heart is broken
and little girls grow up.
but their love never changes.

my baby boy never napped and passed out cold on the ride home.
long day of opening gifts and playing with toys
he ate three pieces of fudge last night when mommy wasnt looking.
i was not pleased to find this out.
uncle mike is to blame.

it's been a long day and i'm tired
quiet
drained

it was a good day coulda been better
these are christmas memories
things we'll never forget.
i hate that i fought with my parents

i want my wedding ring.
we are going to get our bands this spring. i dont care how far off the wedding is.

and he spoils me
not just with gifts
because they dont mean that much really
he spoils me with love
and he thinks of me
it shows.

i got the gunslinger in comic book form
it's the coolest thing ever
and the softest bathrobe in the world
with fuzzy socks to match
i love my husband.

my mother got me a hand crafter vintage necklace. it's the shit.

my dad got me a keyboard and mouse which is also the shit. (it was from lexie but i know he got it)

meaghan got me shelfs that spell out LOVE

and i have a drug test so i am now 5 days clean.
the count down begins.