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Let’s see. Where to begin. How about me feeling like a total dickhead recently. I have been screwing up, ignoring Mindy in times of need, unconsciously though - and getting distracted by everything else. That I shall stop now. For sure. I do not like being sad every night and wondering if I will still have the world’s best girlfriend at the end of the week. of course I end each week thankfully and still with her, I just worry ill lose her to someone closer, who has more than an hour and a half’s worth of phones calls a night, and a weekends worth of time for her, maybe someone who drives too, so she’s not driving everywhere. There is a lot of things I worry I will be left for; I blame the low self esteem. either way, I aint been too nifty of late, but eh, nothing I can really do about those fears, as much as I already know the fears wont come true in the near future.
As for work, it is as good as call center jobs get, esp. when every call is essentially the same. Oh well, its money, and easy work, requires no thought. I like things that way. I guess that is all, its hard to explain how things are without going into great detail, but that all makes me feel like poo. So none of that for now.
As for work, it is as good as call center jobs get, esp. when every call is essentially the same. Oh well, its money, and easy work, requires no thought. I like things that way. I guess that is all, its hard to explain how things are without going into great detail, but that all makes me feel like poo. So none of that for now.