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well, today started off shity, became pretty good, then sunk into the pit that is my life.
last night i guess the power flashed so my clock didnt work this morning. then when i got up i found that i feel more tired then i did when i went to bed. so that sucked. then it decided to rain today which made everything better. and seeing mandi made it better then anything can. then i went home expecting a nice round off of a good day because i got ot go home and do nothing for the evening unlike most.
well, when i get home, i got on the internet and the fucktard cory wilson in all of his pussy ways trys to pick a fight with me and insults mandi which realy pissed me off like no mans bussiness. well then he ran away like a fag. and then mandi said she didnt want to talk to me that made me sad because i didnt know why. so i got off the internet and tryed to call. both lines were bussi and she didnt answer her cell. so i got back on and tryed to talk to her and she finaly talked to me. then i found out that me, i my infinate wisdom and knowledge (extreme sarcasm) had infact forgotting our 11 month aniversery (sp?) today. way to go pman you stupid fucktard. then, i found out that smokey, my oldest dog, is sick and we dont know whats wrong with him. so instead of rounding off my nice day i came home and dug and huge hole with a bulldozer to lay in for a while. now mandi just asked me what it would take for me to break up with her. i hate today. i hate my life. please some one kill me. if it wornt for mandi i would have been dead long ago. i guess if she leaves me thats probably what i'll do. just put a nouse around my neck and call it game.
i love her so much. if we split up i bet i wouldnt even have to kill my self. i bet that if we split up my heart would stop beating that very moment. so i would be dead anyway. my heart only beats for her.so i bet that if we split up my heart would stop. it already skips when it is even mentioned. my heart doesnt have a chance. i am to much of an asshole to be with such a beautiful girl like mandi is. well, if i dont show up to school you'll know two things. mandi and i arent together, and where i am is very hot.
last night i guess the power flashed so my clock didnt work this morning. then when i got up i found that i feel more tired then i did when i went to bed. so that sucked. then it decided to rain today which made everything better. and seeing mandi made it better then anything can. then i went home expecting a nice round off of a good day because i got ot go home and do nothing for the evening unlike most.
well, when i get home, i got on the internet and the fucktard cory wilson in all of his pussy ways trys to pick a fight with me and insults mandi which realy pissed me off like no mans bussiness. well then he ran away like a fag. and then mandi said she didnt want to talk to me that made me sad because i didnt know why. so i got off the internet and tryed to call. both lines were bussi and she didnt answer her cell. so i got back on and tryed to talk to her and she finaly talked to me. then i found out that me, i my infinate wisdom and knowledge (extreme sarcasm) had infact forgotting our 11 month aniversery (sp?) today. way to go pman you stupid fucktard. then, i found out that smokey, my oldest dog, is sick and we dont know whats wrong with him. so instead of rounding off my nice day i came home and dug and huge hole with a bulldozer to lay in for a while. now mandi just asked me what it would take for me to break up with her. i hate today. i hate my life. please some one kill me. if it wornt for mandi i would have been dead long ago. i guess if she leaves me thats probably what i'll do. just put a nouse around my neck and call it game.
i love her so much. if we split up i bet i wouldnt even have to kill my self. i bet that if we split up my heart would stop beating that very moment. so i would be dead anyway. my heart only beats for her.so i bet that if we split up my heart would stop. it already skips when it is even mentioned. my heart doesnt have a chance. i am to much of an asshole to be with such a beautiful girl like mandi is. well, if i dont show up to school you'll know two things. mandi and i arent together, and where i am is very hot.