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hows it going? i'm not too bad. today kinda sucked. last night the whole drumline went and hung out almost all night and i wasnt even invited. that was very quier of them btu i dont care because the drumline is just a bunch of nontalented people that are extreme assholes. i hate the drumline. i dont know why i'm on it. oh yeah, so i can spend time with mandi. thats worth it though. i would rather be on the drumline and hate it and spend time with mandi then not be on it and not spend time with mandi. i had a row with my parents again last night about my driving privlages. there so fucking stupid. i hate them. today i couldnt go to the kenyucky fair with mandi because i had to go to my g-mas house and sitt around being bored while my parents gossiped with my grandma and drank. very much a waste of time. i cant wait till tommorrow. i get to go to a concert with mandi tommorrow night, i hope. i need to mash. i need to take my anger out on something . i havent mashed in a while. i want to mash. well, thats my shitty life for you. i think i am going to run away from home sometime this school year. bryan if you read this can i live with you? i cant stand it here. i am going to do it probubly around my 17th birthday if my parents dont ease up a bit. thats when i'll do it. around my 17th birthday. hey mandi's birthday is next month. yay. i think i have an idea of what i am going to get her but i dont know if i want to get here something else and save it for our aniversery which is in november. i dont know. i think she will like it though. i hope she will anyway. well, g2g watch pole vault. later.