sugar, pie, honey bunch
well, i am bored to tears. i have nothing to do. no one to talk to. (except the wall) i dont even have homework to do. i have exactly nothing to do. so thought i would ramble on about everything and nothing on here. so if you dont like rambleing on, now would be a good time to stop reading. no i will not hold it against you if you stop. you dont have to feel bad. if i were on my buddy list i wouldnt read this either. listen to the good old oldies. like the temptations, supremes, foundations, stevie wonder, you know the classics. there was a lot of songs about love back then. i have a realy strong erge to go and jam with some one. i realy wish i had a band and we had a show coming up but nobody wants a shitty guitar player that doesnt make up songs very often in there band. if you keep up with the times, yes i was in a band but there in jeffersonville and i am tired of driving that far. i guess i could start a band around here. get mandi to play bass. get bryan or josh to play guitar. but the drummer. they are almost extinct. you can not find a drummer. they just dont exsist. "well, shack it up baby now. twist and shout. come on come on come on come on baby now. come on and work it on out. you know your a twisty little girl. you know you twist so fine. come on and twist a little closer now. and let me know that your mine." anyway. them beatles i tell you. if it wasnt for them we would be nowhere today in the music field. we would not have the music we do today. they are like one of the founding fathers of modern anything. yeah even that shit that brittney spears and all them "durty pop" groups and all that alturnative shit, evolved from the beatles era. i was pissed when the whitman tragedies came to corydon and played "elinor rigby" and i couldnt fucking go. i was pissed. oh, speaking of being pissed, i am going to snap some junior high kids neck. they keep taking my fucking mallets and just throughing them where they please. it takes me five minutes to find them. i pulled a fast one on them though. i took them home. now they wil probubly steal somebody elses but hey they arent myn. let it be some one elses problem. i havent realy been pissed that much latly. thats a big change. man, i used to have the worse temper in the world when i was little. i got sent to the office for bitching out anybody that pissed me off when i was in like first through 6th grade. i was in the office like once a week. it was so bad that when my temper calmed down in like the seventh grade, one day the principle called me to the office to make sure i was feeling okay because i hadnt been sent there for a long time. it was kinda funny. old st. joe had it's ups and downs. more ups then downs, yes, but it had some ups. like there weren't hardly any students so the halls were ghost town emprty most of the time. nobody coming up to you every ten seconds bothereing you with something. other then that it sucked. the only cool part about st. joe was the empty school. i am starting to see what dave ment. he told me last year, after asking if i had my licence yet, that he was starting to feel old because of all the people he considered young were getting in high school and getting there licence. i am starting to feel that way. it feels like i have been in school to long. like i need to leave. "ain't no mountain high enough, aint no vally low enough, aint no river wide enough, to keep me from getting to you babe." incase you are wondering, none of these songs excerts are aimed at anyone, except maybe mandi. mandi, while i am on the topic, is the coolest person in the world. i love her so much. she is the best. she doesnt think so but i do, she is way way WAY to good for me. she treats me way to good. she is spoiling me. if we ever break up, (my deepest hope is that we dont) i would never be able to find anyone that even came close to matching her. no one could ever fill her shoes in my life. she is awsome. she is awsome in bed (not the only reason she is the best). she is awsome for many many many reasons. i'll name a few, if i named them all my room on here would probubly be maxed out. she is a good listener, good person to talk to, not immature, very mature for her age. she is extremly, omg, drop dead gorgous. she is so beautiful. i could stare, i dont because it might creep her or others out, at her all day. she has the most beautiful eyes i have ever seen. and her lips, omg, they are hot. she has the most amazing figure. if i made a model of the absolute, perfect girl it would be of her. i love her so much. she has an awsome personallity. when i hug her, it is like the whole universe goes into alinement. i love having her in my arms and feeling her rap her arms around me. she's not one of those people (like me) that when they are mad at someone they take it out on other people. she is so awsome. she's the best. she is to good to be true. i am so blessed, by who ever runs this joint, to have her in my life. she is the best thing to ever happen to me. tommorrow she says she has a surprise for me. i cant wait to see it. her surprises are always the best. i am soo excited. well, this is realy long and, even though i could go on for days, i shall put it to a close here. i love you mandi.