i'm so amped. . .
Well I guess it's about time I updated. Everything's the same...nothing out of the ordinary. I haven't really gone out with the friends or done anything in about a week. The other day my brother & I met my parents for dinner & they kinda all ganged up on me. I felt really bad because everything they said was sorta true. I don't have a job. I'm lazy. I dropped my Pan-Am classes. All I do is complain & ask for money. I have an attitude problem. I knew all of this stuff about myself but it kinda hurt to hear it all at once from the people I love the most. They weren't really doing it to hurt me, they were just sorta making fun of me, but either way...I had a hard time talking to them for the rest of the day. Anyway, my days have pretty much consisted of watching TV until 4 a.m., waking up at 2, watching more TV or playing pool & then going to sleep. Last night Amanda came over to watch the Laguna Beach Season Premiere. Kristin is reallly starting to piss me off but I'm never gonna stop watching the damn show so I don't know why i complain.
So school is starting pretty soon. I'm not gonna say that I'm happy about it but I guess it's time for me to quit with this shit that I've been doing. We need to make our SENIOR shirts for the picture & order our jerseys. But I'm not in the mood to get on the ball, so whatever, maybe Rach3L and Amanda will make me do something.
I miss Julian. I haven't talked to him in about 2 weeks & I don't know why. I'm kinda scared to call him because his moods change. Sometimes he's in the mood to listen to me complain & sometimes he's not. Maybe I'm the problem? I don't know, but as of right now...things aren't all that great.
I'm gonna miss my friend ;[
awww AJ's here & his baby is the cutest baby EVER. She's the prettiest, happiest baby I've ever seen & i want one one. No I don't. But yeah, I just wanted to write about her.
well I guess I'm done. I hope everyone is doing well. <3
So school is starting pretty soon. I'm not gonna say that I'm happy about it but I guess it's time for me to quit with this shit that I've been doing. We need to make our SENIOR shirts for the picture & order our jerseys. But I'm not in the mood to get on the ball, so whatever, maybe Rach3L and Amanda will make me do something.
I miss Julian. I haven't talked to him in about 2 weeks & I don't know why. I'm kinda scared to call him because his moods change. Sometimes he's in the mood to listen to me complain & sometimes he's not. Maybe I'm the problem? I don't know, but as of right now...things aren't all that great.
I'm gonna miss my friend ;[
awww AJ's here & his baby is the cutest baby EVER. She's the prettiest, happiest baby I've ever seen & i want one one. No I don't. But yeah, I just wanted to write about her.
well I guess I'm done. I hope everyone is doing well. <3