i dare you to tell the truth. . .
sup. my fourth of july was alright i guess. i did nothing during the day except play pool. i bet it`s gonna get old real quick. later on, rach3L & cici came over & we went to buy fireworks. we came back here to pop them & judy robert & carlos showed up. we played pool, popped more fireworks then mike came and ran over our little firework thing? i dunno. i played my brother a little tournament to see who would get the parents room. omg it was so depressing. i made my last pocket but i hit it so hard that it went in and bounced back out. i wanted to cry. whatever he beat me & i went to sleep. i've been mad all day today. i was supposed to go run some errands but i forgot so now i have things to do tomorrow & that sucks. yeah i fought chingos with my bro & my mom so now she`s mad at me and that sucks because we`re alike & i`m not going to say sorry & neither will she. as for everything else, it kinda sucks. i haven`t talked to amanda in a few days so that`s akward. one of my best friends lied to me so that sucks too. i have no gas in my car so i can`t really go anywhere. yeah i better stop complaining because some people have it way worst & i feel like an idiot when i bitch about little things.
robert called this morning to say that he left a joint outside on one of the lamps. good job, buddy. can you imagine the trouble i would have been in if he hadn`t remembered & mom & dad would have seen it? oh yes, what a lovely thought :-\
i`m thinking more & more about senior year so i`m starting to get just a little freaked out. if family members would quit asking me what i wanna do for the rest of my life it wouln`t be so bad...but now i`m scared, nervous, anxious & happy all at the same time. i remember in middle school when we were referred to as "class of 2006" i thought "maaaaan...that`s too far away to even think about" & it`s pretty damn close. too close if you ask me. i`m hoping that next year is going to be the best :)
i`m a moron. i wish i had never said what i said because i have a feeling things are gonna be weird now & there`s no reason why they should be. i`m FINE with the concept of moving on & it`s gonna be pretty f*ckin stupid if i let something like that come in the way of a badass friendship that i wouldn`t wanna lose.
peace homies :)
robert called this morning to say that he left a joint outside on one of the lamps. good job, buddy. can you imagine the trouble i would have been in if he hadn`t remembered & mom & dad would have seen it? oh yes, what a lovely thought :-\
i`m thinking more & more about senior year so i`m starting to get just a little freaked out. if family members would quit asking me what i wanna do for the rest of my life it wouln`t be so bad...but now i`m scared, nervous, anxious & happy all at the same time. i remember in middle school when we were referred to as "class of 2006" i thought "maaaaan...that`s too far away to even think about" & it`s pretty damn close. too close if you ask me. i`m hoping that next year is going to be the best :)
i`m a moron. i wish i had never said what i said because i have a feeling things are gonna be weird now & there`s no reason why they should be. i`m FINE with the concept of moving on & it`s gonna be pretty f*ckin stupid if i let something like that come in the way of a badass friendship that i wouldn`t wanna lose.
peace homies :)