settle down, spunky ;D - smiley

[jaggedheart33]

soooo... not much has been going on in my life at all. my internet is finally back after 3 days. i was going crazy. it turns out my genius of a brother had the line connected into the wrong little thingamajig. but whatever. i really haven't done anything this week. i had to go my community service at school and that's about it. i finally got to see julian :] he went to visit me but he's a little bitch so he and wally left after 5 minutes. i was soooo bored all that week. i made everyone pictures though :] after that i went to the annex building to get all my pan am junk straightened out. i saw camarada skootr, i didn't know he worked there. anywho, i talked to the guy there for like an hour and he was very helpful. i think after that i came home and i've just been laaaazy. more than ever before. my mother & i went shopping and i bought a super cute little change purse and i loved it because it was pink with glittery white stars, i got home and it was broken >:o the world hates me so stuff like that always has to happen. and i also bought the new As I Lay Dying cd so that made my day :] the spurs won so that made my day again :] i was forced to serve hours at the Boys & Girls club and it was sooo boring. everyone that's there is in like 6th grade or under. so i spent some time at my mom's office right next door. i got to play in some lady's office and use the computer in junk. then rach3L went to visit me and we cruised around for a bit and talked. then we went inside and chatted with Smiley about our friend and all of her diseases. lmao that was funny. after rach3L had to leave, i left and came home. i made up some hours yesterday also. we had a pool tournament and Smiley & I took first place. undefeated 5-0 champs baby ;D all the little kids were like "whooooa, you got beat by a girl" it was funny. i haven't been in the mood to do much lately. going out isn't really fun for me anymore, i don't know why that is. i spend last night watching S&TC re-runs. today i went to the mall by myself. first i met cici at circle K and that puta had me waiting for like 15 minutes. i drove on the expressway!! yes i know you all are so very proud of me. i've had my license and car for more than a year and had never been on it. and i figured since i was by myself i had nothing to lose, so i drove on it and i did great :) i got to the mall & spend FOREVER looking for a parking spot. some damn lady from reynose took 5 minutes to get her ONE kid in the car and leave. she saw me waiting for her space and i'm sure she was slow on purpose. bitch. lol that reminds me. when my mom & i were at the mall together the other day, i was holding the door open for my mom but she was taking forever cuz she needed to throw something away and this lady walks through the door that i was holding and didn't even say thank you. and my mom and i looked at each other and said "bitch" at the exact same time. it was funny. annywho, i bought a cute shirt that i need to exchange :-\ then i went to mervyn's, then to chik-fil-a and i came home. yes, what a loser, going to all those places by myself. it's all good. my aunt, uncle and cousin came to visit :) i love them they're so funny, i especially love my aunt when she's drunk because she spills secrets and it's too funny. now they're gone and i'm bored. i wasn't up for the party tonight. like i said, i haven't been in the mood. maybe i'll grow out of this little slump i'm in.

my car is scaring me :( i need to get it fixed. the room is almost done, yaaaay :D it just needs to be textured and painted and the pool table comes in on tuesday and that's about it. i'm excited. my brother said we're gonna be having chingos of get2gethers soon. i don't know about that :-\ i don't like people at my house. haha i'm mean but it's true. i have a feeling i'm gonna throw down one day when some drunk chick comes in to try and use my restroom. ooookeydowkey, i think i've typed enough. i miss my friends :( kinda sorta. take cares, guys :D