your mouth smells ZACKLY like your butt
sup journal. i`m very bored right now so it's time to type meaningless sentences about how my life is going. summer`s very boring but relaxing at the same time. i have class & stuff but it's going alright because i know what's going on & i actually pay attention, unlike in highschool. i saw alexa yesterday so that was nice :] hadn't seen her in a long while. anyway, i went to get my teen court paperwork filled out the other day, i have court on tuesday but that's not the point. i was sooo embarrassed that day because i got locked out in between the building & the gate so i was walking around in a little square trying to figure out what to do. when i called the people to unlock the door they laughed at me. THEN someone smart locked the gate where my car was parked so that was another 15 minutes that i had to wait for someone to open it. eh. so yeah pretty much everything has been boring. i thought last night was going to be badass but it wasn't. some friends got in an accident but i'm just glad they're ok. the subdebs thing wasn't all that great because i was worried about all the cars blocking mine in, the friends, and when i saw the bucket i almost puked. ewww. so we left & i followed rach & manda to mcdonalds where i drove next to them in the drive thru and blasted "as long as you love me" to draw attention to myself. then we went to sonic and i came home. not a very eventful night at all. and i had a weeeird dream. i don't remember it though. this entry was completely pointless. i wanna play hold `em. i wanna go shopping. whatever.
i was reading through random people's entries and i noticed that teenagers are the biggest bunch of complainers, EVER. but it's ok, because we're all like that. i got in a big argument w/ my family at Tico's last night. what's new? they ganged up on me about how "my attitude is just terrible" & how "i don't appreciate anything" and "i can never just shut the hell up instead of trying to defend myself." of course i'm not just gonna let people tell me what to do if i think it's stupid, i HAVE to say something or else that wouldn't be me. i've never been the type to let things go when i think something is wrong, so why start now?
i want it to be dark and to rain so i can go outside and lay down and listen to music. i always wanna do that at night, just lay down and look up but i'm scared my parents will think something's wrong w/ me. i hate when they get like that. i mean they're just concerned but there's nothing to be concerned about. if i'm quiet on a particular day or spend a lot of time in my room watching tv, i can always expect my mom or brother to come in and say "what's wrong?"? lol nothing's wrong, i just have my moods. oh well, maybe i'll do that tonight, that would really make my day.
i don't wanna grow up.
i don't know what's up for today. i wanna go to robert's but i'm not sure what's gonna go down. i might end up watching movies and staying home. i need to go to brownsville to look for a pool table. i have money so maybe i'll get to play poker with my brother and his friends :] yaaay, i need a cigarette. goodbye everyone, have a nice weekend <3
i was reading through random people's entries and i noticed that teenagers are the biggest bunch of complainers, EVER. but it's ok, because we're all like that. i got in a big argument w/ my family at Tico's last night. what's new? they ganged up on me about how "my attitude is just terrible" & how "i don't appreciate anything" and "i can never just shut the hell up instead of trying to defend myself." of course i'm not just gonna let people tell me what to do if i think it's stupid, i HAVE to say something or else that wouldn't be me. i've never been the type to let things go when i think something is wrong, so why start now?
i want it to be dark and to rain so i can go outside and lay down and listen to music. i always wanna do that at night, just lay down and look up but i'm scared my parents will think something's wrong w/ me. i hate when they get like that. i mean they're just concerned but there's nothing to be concerned about. if i'm quiet on a particular day or spend a lot of time in my room watching tv, i can always expect my mom or brother to come in and say "what's wrong?"? lol nothing's wrong, i just have my moods. oh well, maybe i'll do that tonight, that would really make my day.
i don't wanna grow up.
i don't know what's up for today. i wanna go to robert's but i'm not sure what's gonna go down. i might end up watching movies and staying home. i need to go to brownsville to look for a pool table. i have money so maybe i'll get to play poker with my brother and his friends :] yaaay, i need a cigarette. goodbye everyone, have a nice weekend <3