i'd let go. . .
hi :] things are wonderful. i've been having some really good days, which with my luck, means that the bad ones are on their way. i know it's not good to be so pessimistic, but that's just the way i've always been and i'm not about to change myself for anyone :]
yesterday was just peachy. i went to 2nd 3rd & 4th and my dad called me an early dismissal. the family took off to brownsville and stopped in harlingen to eat at the olive garden. mmm good. the plans were to go to BrownTown to look for pool tables, so we went all the way over there, got lost and it turns out the place was closed. how sad. we had fun though. we hadn't had a family road trip like that in a while, since brother left for college, but he's back now, so i'm psyched that i get to spend time with him. the fighting is sure to come soon though :-\
today was good also. i went to school and reviewed for finals. they suck, but that's all a part of high school. julian was cracking me up in the rotunda with his "hissing" as people passed by. i passed my TAKS :] i got commended in everything but science. i hate science. i wish it would die. rach3L and i both got B's in our history class. that's great because we've skipped that class sooo much this semester. if we showed up to that class 3 times in one week, the teacher was extremely lucky. the E awards were today. rach3L lost the paper with the benediction on it so we had to run around the school looking for Mrs.Torres and she finally decided to give up and write a new one. it was lovely. the assembly was fun. we're the loudest group of juniors out there. our high-fives and clapping really added to the whole thing. it was bound to be boring so we had to make it fun. awww, i don't know why i have to say this but jason & claree are sooo cute :]
i made a little viaje to amanda's house earlier. it was good to have a conversation with her aside from all the stupid shit that we talk and laugh about. i looove her :] she's my cigarette provider, she has a trampoline AND her dad buys me ranch doritos. she's wonderful...my bestest friend ever.
i miss how things were. i loved it when it was MC* & VIP. after benny left, things started to deteriorate and they haven't been the same ever since. it's sad, really. it's sad that such close friendships can end due to stupidity among other things. i've been reading journals and all this talk about senior year approaching and heading out into the Real World is scary. i don't want to think about it. i can't let the future bring me down, i have too many things to look forward to and i don't want to corrupt my mind with more "thoughts"
it sucks to care about a person so much.
the inferno was really good last night :] it's about damn time they send tonya or julie home. i can't stand them. tonya's the biggest baby ever and julie's crazy. okeydowkey, i think i'm done. maybe i'll study [ maybe not ] i think i'm gonna bake some muffins for FoodTech tomorrow. hopefully i can squeeze out some extra credit considering I haven't done any work in that class this six weeks. bye loves <3 i apologize for the long entry, but if you don't like it, then don't read it.
yesterday was just peachy. i went to 2nd 3rd & 4th and my dad called me an early dismissal. the family took off to brownsville and stopped in harlingen to eat at the olive garden. mmm good. the plans were to go to BrownTown to look for pool tables, so we went all the way over there, got lost and it turns out the place was closed. how sad. we had fun though. we hadn't had a family road trip like that in a while, since brother left for college, but he's back now, so i'm psyched that i get to spend time with him. the fighting is sure to come soon though :-\
today was good also. i went to school and reviewed for finals. they suck, but that's all a part of high school. julian was cracking me up in the rotunda with his "hissing" as people passed by. i passed my TAKS :] i got commended in everything but science. i hate science. i wish it would die. rach3L and i both got B's in our history class. that's great because we've skipped that class sooo much this semester. if we showed up to that class 3 times in one week, the teacher was extremely lucky. the E awards were today. rach3L lost the paper with the benediction on it so we had to run around the school looking for Mrs.Torres and she finally decided to give up and write a new one. it was lovely. the assembly was fun. we're the loudest group of juniors out there. our high-fives and clapping really added to the whole thing. it was bound to be boring so we had to make it fun. awww, i don't know why i have to say this but jason & claree are sooo cute :]
i made a little viaje to amanda's house earlier. it was good to have a conversation with her aside from all the stupid shit that we talk and laugh about. i looove her :] she's my cigarette provider, she has a trampoline AND her dad buys me ranch doritos. she's wonderful...my bestest friend ever.
i miss how things were. i loved it when it was MC* & VIP. after benny left, things started to deteriorate and they haven't been the same ever since. it's sad, really. it's sad that such close friendships can end due to stupidity among other things. i've been reading journals and all this talk about senior year approaching and heading out into the Real World is scary. i don't want to think about it. i can't let the future bring me down, i have too many things to look forward to and i don't want to corrupt my mind with more "thoughts"
it sucks to care about a person so much.
the inferno was really good last night :] it's about damn time they send tonya or julie home. i can't stand them. tonya's the biggest baby ever and julie's crazy. okeydowkey, i think i'm done. maybe i'll study [ maybe not ] i think i'm gonna bake some muffins for FoodTech tomorrow. hopefully i can squeeze out some extra credit considering I haven't done any work in that class this six weeks. bye loves <3 i apologize for the long entry, but if you don't like it, then don't read it.