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so today was weird
i thought id be all sad
but id been sad all week
so i was happy i guess
i mean yah i had some pretty bad moments
but the whole day wasnt bad i guess
i heard the first noel twice today
it made me miss her, but it was ok
i went and got glittery purple flowers
but it was snowing really hard so i had to dig up everybody elses
then i put mine out
theyll be covered by morning
its ok tho
missing her is ok, because sometimes its not as bad as other times
i guess im being optimistic
anyways a year seems like thats it
wat next
2 years? doesnt seem as big i guess
im sure ill still randomly lose it
my hilary duff watch stopped working this time last year
she liked it, even tho it was hilary duff, so i wore it today
its like time should stop since shes gone
but it cant, life has to keep going
remembering her is all we have
somehow, we have to make that be enough.
Alexis Josephine Lyford - Stojic
January 31, 1989 - December 8, 2004
♥
i thought id be all sad
but id been sad all week
so i was happy i guess
i mean yah i had some pretty bad moments
but the whole day wasnt bad i guess
i heard the first noel twice today
it made me miss her, but it was ok
i went and got glittery purple flowers
but it was snowing really hard so i had to dig up everybody elses
then i put mine out
theyll be covered by morning
its ok tho
missing her is ok, because sometimes its not as bad as other times
i guess im being optimistic
anyways a year seems like thats it
wat next
2 years? doesnt seem as big i guess
im sure ill still randomly lose it
my hilary duff watch stopped working this time last year
she liked it, even tho it was hilary duff, so i wore it today
its like time should stop since shes gone
but it cant, life has to keep going
remembering her is all we have
somehow, we have to make that be enough.
Alexis Josephine Lyford - Stojic
January 31, 1989 - December 8, 2004
♥