sometimes it's like i forget to exist
Something inside me has snapped. I sleep, but get no rest; i smile, but feel no joy; i love, but have no passion...
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I was walking and at times i moved my legs, but didn't move - then i'd be a few feet ahead of where i just was. like if my walk were being filmed, someone had duplicated some of the frames and cut some others out.
i wake up and my mind is both still and non-stop. sometimes i forget i'm awake. sometimes i forget where i am, in what "now" is my moment of conciousness taking place, who is part of my life... sometimes i forget to blink, or to breathe, or to listen. my body jolts itself back into the moment. it's like... sometimes i forget to exist.
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I was walking and at times i moved my legs, but didn't move - then i'd be a few feet ahead of where i just was. like if my walk were being filmed, someone had duplicated some of the frames and cut some others out.
i wake up and my mind is both still and non-stop. sometimes i forget i'm awake. sometimes i forget where i am, in what "now" is my moment of conciousness taking place, who is part of my life... sometimes i forget to blink, or to breathe, or to listen. my body jolts itself back into the moment. it's like... sometimes i forget to exist.