Why?

[jaggedax]

This the first weekend I have not seen you and I am sad...sad beyond tears. Although the thoughts of fun are still in my mind, the fun that we have together, fun that others see as pointless and immature behavior. But none the less it is still fun, like that one time in Sam's Club we played ham football...O...and the toppings that we threw at each other while in Pizza Hut. That night we went tar-ping that was great, but the fact the matt got kick out of his house and had to find some where else to live. And now he hates me because I go out with you. I m sorry that hates me, personal I like matt, you know like a friend, but o'well. When I Went to Golden Coral while with my parents and bought my own dinner, it was not all that great well the food was, it was boring and there was't much enjoyment. Its almost two weeks since I have seen you. Its a darn shame that I have forgot your fragrance, the way your lips taste, the way your body feels in my hands, you still give me insults which I do like. I just miss you so much, Hopefully I see you today while I m looking for a job in Tyler, Troup, or some where they will hire me.
Good bye for now
Love you