2005Basically teh suck as I learned one of my soulmates and I couldn't live together. Maybe another time, but prolly not. I miss her terrible and worry...in spite of the tragedy of having our time be in the past, my love will remain for her forever. I wish her the best and I will always be there in times of critical need ( Read more... )

Salty droplets spicing the ripped layer of onion in calloused palms,

Drowning in the depths of unfamiliar eyes still hoping,

Another name on another shoe box entombed with yesterday's dreams,

Placed gently on the highest tier of my fool’s closet,

Too soon forgotten in the latest scuffle of two worn souls.

Understandments

Pathos enables cirrhosis,
Corpulence breeds languishment.

Schizophrenia de amor,
I grow turgid for you.

( The ugly truth )

Most of the time I feel okay about the break up, sometimes I feel crummy ( Read more... )

I know I said it recently, but its even more apropos than ever:

Don't cry because its over,
Smile because it happened.

Sometimes we just break.

Organisms pushed to their limit fail.

I'm thinking I'm the frog and I just finally noticed the water is getting hot.

After learning from friends that the secondary relationship always gets the good times while the primary one gets to fight about bills and children and chores and yadda yadda, we crawled into bed, laughed about stuff, she began reading and when I tried to snuggle with her 'she' said I was crowding her and when I tried to touch her 'she' let me ( Read more... )