(no subject)
If you want me to go, don't ditch me.
If you want me to fly, don't break my wings.
If you want me to grow, don't step on me.
If you want me to sit, don't pull my chair away.
If you want me to play, don't runaway.
If you want me to love you, don't make it so hard.
I don't need to say who this goes to.
It's not just a single person imparticular but what ever.
I'm tired of this shit.
You have no idea what I'm thinking anyway.
Graffiti decorations
Under a sky of dust
A constant wave of tension
On top of broken trust
The lessons that you taught me
I learn were never true
Now I find myself in question
(They point the finger at me again)
Guilty by association
(You point the finger at me again)
I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind
Paper bags and angry voices
Under a sky of dust
Another wave of tension
Has more than filled me up
All my talk of taking action
These words were never true
Now I find myself in question
(They point the finger at me again)
Guilty by association
(You point the finger at me again)
I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind
I'm gonna run away and never say goodbye
(gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away)
I'm gonna run away and never wonder why
(gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away)
I'm gonna run away and open my mind
(gonna run away/mind gonna run away gonna run away/mind mind gonna run away mind gonna run away/mind gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away/mind)
I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind
I wanna run away
and open up my mind
I wanna run away
and open up my mind
I wanna run away
and open up my mind
I wanna run away
and open up my mind
I have no idea what i want any more. I know where my hearts taking me, but it's looking like an empty road ahead. I know there won't be any major bloackades i couldn't over come....but im done with it. You make me so weak I don't know what to do. I've lost myself. You've witnessed it over time and done nothing. Ofcourse, because you're the reason it happened. I'm different, I'm not sure I like it. I've lost everything, and gained what, a life that might be possible. A life that might work. A life that may make me happy. But what do i have, do i have anything to fall back on, where's my saftey net, when's it all gonna end, i can't take it any more. I'm so done playing but i don't know how to win the game yet.
PLEASE JUST FUCKEN GET IT OVER WITH!