hi
i did all my homework last night...thats a first.
jonathon got a tatoo on his neck today. its pretty cool.
in psychology i found out about a scholarship louisiana offers. it is for people who are diagnosed with mental disorders. basically if you are clinically diagnosed with depression, or anxiety louisiana will pay your full way through college. they pay books too. i found it very interesting. i have been diagnosed with manic depression. in august i went to the doctor to get officially diagnosed, and my doc referred me to a psychiatrist. my mom never took me because she knew if she did i would get put on meds and a lot of attention she gets for her depression would get taken off of her. now, as if i wasnt already fucked up, i am really depressed and down because my mom doesnt even care about me enough to realize that i can get a free ride through college. they even pay for your meds and couneling sessions. this is an awesome scholarship, that i would have no problem getting. and it all goes down the drain simply because she is a bitch and doesnt give a shit bout me.
younno some people dont know how lucky they are to have parents that actually give a shit. since i have moved out of my house, my grandparents are always on my case about my grades and school. i was getting really annoyed, but then i came to realize, they do it because they care. they treat me more like a daughter than my own mother and father do.
anyway i need to get to homework...i just needed to vent.
jonathon got a tatoo on his neck today. its pretty cool.
in psychology i found out about a scholarship louisiana offers. it is for people who are diagnosed with mental disorders. basically if you are clinically diagnosed with depression, or anxiety louisiana will pay your full way through college. they pay books too. i found it very interesting. i have been diagnosed with manic depression. in august i went to the doctor to get officially diagnosed, and my doc referred me to a psychiatrist. my mom never took me because she knew if she did i would get put on meds and a lot of attention she gets for her depression would get taken off of her. now, as if i wasnt already fucked up, i am really depressed and down because my mom doesnt even care about me enough to realize that i can get a free ride through college. they even pay for your meds and couneling sessions. this is an awesome scholarship, that i would have no problem getting. and it all goes down the drain simply because she is a bitch and doesnt give a shit bout me.
younno some people dont know how lucky they are to have parents that actually give a shit. since i have moved out of my house, my grandparents are always on my case about my grades and school. i was getting really annoyed, but then i came to realize, they do it because they care. they treat me more like a daughter than my own mother and father do.
anyway i need to get to homework...i just needed to vent.