horoscopes
i havent really had a good update in a while.
so here it goes
the main theme of this entry is horoscpes. i have never really believed in them...until recently. i choose to read them after i have completed my day, so i can see if they came true. well they have basically been 100% on the money.
my life is completely turned inside out....its so crazy.
no longer am i with sammie. she cheated on me....surprise fucking surprise. and i would have never found out. she hid it from me for a year and a half. amazing right.
but i am now seeing someone else. nothing serious...too soon for that. but here is the shocker. strap on your seat belts. its a guy. was that a rush or what. 4 years since i have seen a guy. 4 damn years. it is really different. but...what the hell. what do i have to loose.
the guy i am seeing has a kid. now thats weird. really weird. usually i date chics. now i got a guy with a kid. life is full of surprises.
people are being really mean about the whole thing with me seeing a guy. i have gotten a lot of slack. i dont understand...ppl gave me slack for dating women now i het shit for seeing a guy. not cool. its a lose-lose situation.
i also think some of my favorite people in the world are mad at me. a couple of ppl i havent talked to since christmas. i really miss my friends.
my school work sucked this 6 wks. i was so stressed out about my accident and my friend calli that i would make myself sick. so i think i have a D in world history. thats the worst grade...but i am still not happy with it.
i really wish my lil red head babe would hook up with her blondie. he is too stuck on ms. rose though. they are awesome together.
oh...and keeping on the theme of horoscopes...hers was so awesome!!! have fun on saturday girl!
and harley needs to hook up with ed. they want each other so bad its kind of disturbing. i am about ready to stick a damn magnet on their crotches in their sleep. maybe then the hint will be taken.
i really miss sammie. it is getting easier. my heart hurts everyday though. and i am really depressed. i love when my friends are around they cheer me up. it is easier to cope.
i also read sammie's horoscope. she apparently has a new partner. this doesnt surprise me. she had plenty while she was with me. i really dont know why i was never enough for her. two years of getting my heart trampled on. seems i am easy to take advantage of. she saw a easy target...and shot. well she is one pathetic individual.
i love bon jovi. they have an awesome sound and come up with the best music. this song is one that i feel remids me exactly of what sammie did to me.
You Give Love A Bad Name
J. Bon Jovi, R. Sambora, D. Child
An angel's smile is what you sell
You promise me heaven, then put me through hell
Chains of love got a hold on me
When passion's a prison, you can't break free
You're a loaded gun
There's nowhere to run
No one can save me
The damage is done
Shot through the heart
And you're to blame
You give love a bad name
I play my part and you play your game
You give love a bad name
You give love a bad name
You paint your smile on your lips
Blood red nails on your fingertips
A school boy's dream, you act so shy
Your very first kiss was your first kiss goodbye
You're a loaded gun
There's nowhere to run
No one can save me
The damage is done
Shot through the heart
and you're to blame
You give love a bad name
I play my part and you play your game
You give love a bad name
that is an amazing album.
i am not much of a country fan...but i find myself frequently singing along with a deep song. Lonestar is one of my favorite country groups. my dad is hooked on them too. i love their sond "im already there." those are my feelings for sammie. she always said she wanted me near her. she and i were both very busy individuals. i hardly had time to see her, not to mention my parents hated her for how she treated me. i always felt so horrible all the time. that song always brought tears to my eyes thinking about her.
ok i have to quit talking about her before i have a nervous breakdown.
well i feel all talked out. and i need some rest...maybe this entry will prompt other updates.
bye for now.
so here it goes
the main theme of this entry is horoscpes. i have never really believed in them...until recently. i choose to read them after i have completed my day, so i can see if they came true. well they have basically been 100% on the money.
my life is completely turned inside out....its so crazy.
no longer am i with sammie. she cheated on me....surprise fucking surprise. and i would have never found out. she hid it from me for a year and a half. amazing right.
but i am now seeing someone else. nothing serious...too soon for that. but here is the shocker. strap on your seat belts. its a guy. was that a rush or what. 4 years since i have seen a guy. 4 damn years. it is really different. but...what the hell. what do i have to loose.
the guy i am seeing has a kid. now thats weird. really weird. usually i date chics. now i got a guy with a kid. life is full of surprises.
people are being really mean about the whole thing with me seeing a guy. i have gotten a lot of slack. i dont understand...ppl gave me slack for dating women now i het shit for seeing a guy. not cool. its a lose-lose situation.
i also think some of my favorite people in the world are mad at me. a couple of ppl i havent talked to since christmas. i really miss my friends.
my school work sucked this 6 wks. i was so stressed out about my accident and my friend calli that i would make myself sick. so i think i have a D in world history. thats the worst grade...but i am still not happy with it.
i really wish my lil red head babe would hook up with her blondie. he is too stuck on ms. rose though. they are awesome together.
oh...and keeping on the theme of horoscopes...hers was so awesome!!! have fun on saturday girl!
and harley needs to hook up with ed. they want each other so bad its kind of disturbing. i am about ready to stick a damn magnet on their crotches in their sleep. maybe then the hint will be taken.
i really miss sammie. it is getting easier. my heart hurts everyday though. and i am really depressed. i love when my friends are around they cheer me up. it is easier to cope.
i also read sammie's horoscope. she apparently has a new partner. this doesnt surprise me. she had plenty while she was with me. i really dont know why i was never enough for her. two years of getting my heart trampled on. seems i am easy to take advantage of. she saw a easy target...and shot. well she is one pathetic individual.
i love bon jovi. they have an awesome sound and come up with the best music. this song is one that i feel remids me exactly of what sammie did to me.
You Give Love A Bad Name
J. Bon Jovi, R. Sambora, D. Child
An angel's smile is what you sell
You promise me heaven, then put me through hell
Chains of love got a hold on me
When passion's a prison, you can't break free
You're a loaded gun
There's nowhere to run
No one can save me
The damage is done
Shot through the heart
And you're to blame
You give love a bad name
I play my part and you play your game
You give love a bad name
You give love a bad name
You paint your smile on your lips
Blood red nails on your fingertips
A school boy's dream, you act so shy
Your very first kiss was your first kiss goodbye
You're a loaded gun
There's nowhere to run
No one can save me
The damage is done
Shot through the heart
and you're to blame
You give love a bad name
I play my part and you play your game
You give love a bad name
that is an amazing album.
i am not much of a country fan...but i find myself frequently singing along with a deep song. Lonestar is one of my favorite country groups. my dad is hooked on them too. i love their sond "im already there." those are my feelings for sammie. she always said she wanted me near her. she and i were both very busy individuals. i hardly had time to see her, not to mention my parents hated her for how she treated me. i always felt so horrible all the time. that song always brought tears to my eyes thinking about her.
ok i have to quit talking about her before i have a nervous breakdown.
well i feel all talked out. and i need some rest...maybe this entry will prompt other updates.
bye for now.