I realize..
It is early in the morning...and I realize how much I hate people..Yet, if I hate them so much why is it that I like having people around..I don't understand anything anymore...Shit flows downhill as they would say...
I was alone all day today, playing a game not having to worry about the insanity that is involved in real life. Just playing FFXI and not having to worry about ANYTHING outside the game...First time in awhile that I have been truely happy and able to be 100% myself..Why, because there wasn't any bullshit that is involved with actual friends. Everyone is a stranger whom you grow attached to
-I do not know why that is fun, but it is a nice change..
I find over the years that I have jumped through so many groups of friends..Not 2 years in a row I would have the same group, yet...Matt, Alex, and myself have been a group for 2 years...I guess I need some time to find myself..
I got shitty Karma right now...
I was alone all day today, playing a game not having to worry about the insanity that is involved in real life. Just playing FFXI and not having to worry about ANYTHING outside the game...First time in awhile that I have been truely happy and able to be 100% myself..Why, because there wasn't any bullshit that is involved with actual friends. Everyone is a stranger whom you grow attached to
-I do not know why that is fun, but it is a nice change..
I find over the years that I have jumped through so many groups of friends..Not 2 years in a row I would have the same group, yet...Matt, Alex, and myself have been a group for 2 years...I guess I need some time to find myself..
I got shitty Karma right now...