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Just woke up *yawns* !
I couldn't get to sleep for at least until 6 am.. there was too many crap going on my mind! i'm getting again that feeling that my life has been slipping through my fingers.. i'm letting time pass and i'm not going nowhere.. and the worst thing is that i'm aware of all this and still i dont do shit to change it!
i could say "oh well!" and "aww life's a bitch" and all that sort of crap, but that would mean that i would be acepting it.. i dont want to do that.. but i do!
i'm sick and tired of not finishing up what i start. for instance school is not going that well this year.. it's a little bit better this semester but i'm on vacations for almost 2 weeks now and i havent studied shit yet, and i know i should.. it's not that i dont want to.. i just dont feel like it! but i should feel like it because i know that if i dont do this now, it'll be a lot harder later! but school aint everything.. *sigh*
well i'm off to take a shower..
i have to do something positive today for a change ( no i'm not talking about taking a shower.. that i do everyday -.-; )
bye
I couldn't get to sleep for at least until 6 am.. there was too many crap going on my mind! i'm getting again that feeling that my life has been slipping through my fingers.. i'm letting time pass and i'm not going nowhere.. and the worst thing is that i'm aware of all this and still i dont do shit to change it!
i could say "oh well!" and "aww life's a bitch" and all that sort of crap, but that would mean that i would be acepting it.. i dont want to do that.. but i do!
i'm sick and tired of not finishing up what i start. for instance school is not going that well this year.. it's a little bit better this semester but i'm on vacations for almost 2 weeks now and i havent studied shit yet, and i know i should.. it's not that i dont want to.. i just dont feel like it! but i should feel like it because i know that if i dont do this now, it'll be a lot harder later! but school aint everything.. *sigh*
well i'm off to take a shower..
i have to do something positive today for a change ( no i'm not talking about taking a shower.. that i do everyday -.-; )
bye