Lazy Friday
I'm just here sitting back and relaxing as my day is far from moving...
I got up early in the morning, took a delicious long bath and got on my way to the office... I had the keys so I couldn't get there late... the road was FULL as many many other days... this time it was a little more fluid as I noticed I didn't get the usual cramp in my left foot after being clutching and braking for straight hours...
I went to buy some coffe with my boss... we took a nice walk talking and laughing, thank God me and my boss get along pretty well even when we've been arguing so much on this week... stress and lack of communication has lead us to be arguing that much... still in the personal aspect we're like good "fellas"
The coffee was delicious! capuccino rompope mmmm so sweet... besides I had some cookies for "breakfast" that I'm still eating as I type... the whole morning has been so relaxed and I'm so happy because I kind of needed some peace here... I'm chilling with nice music on and the joy of being here writing about today...
Last weekend I had a meeting with my soon to be ex husband... and I spent a few days in total depression.. not that he made me feel bad, no, not at all... he's a gentleman, but I simply remembered of our relationship and of course how we messed up things... I simply said "i'm sorry" for the 50% I messed up between us, for respect or the sake of some peace of mind.. I don't know.. he admited things too... and at some point I could sense that we still care... and maybe we're still in love... we said how closed we were and how "easy" we could've solve things... and that made me wonder "if we needed this time apart to value and recognize we were together for a reason and we would grow and be able to handle things... can we be together now? what does it take?" I had a lot of mixed feelings and God when we said goodbye and this natural hug came aawww i felt like I really missed him... so strange... how ever we agreed on the divorce and we will be in touch for the next month or so until the procedure is done...
I got up early in the morning, took a delicious long bath and got on my way to the office... I had the keys so I couldn't get there late... the road was FULL as many many other days... this time it was a little more fluid as I noticed I didn't get the usual cramp in my left foot after being clutching and braking for straight hours...
I went to buy some coffe with my boss... we took a nice walk talking and laughing, thank God me and my boss get along pretty well even when we've been arguing so much on this week... stress and lack of communication has lead us to be arguing that much... still in the personal aspect we're like good "fellas"
The coffee was delicious! capuccino rompope mmmm so sweet... besides I had some cookies for "breakfast" that I'm still eating as I type... the whole morning has been so relaxed and I'm so happy because I kind of needed some peace here... I'm chilling with nice music on and the joy of being here writing about today...
Last weekend I had a meeting with my soon to be ex husband... and I spent a few days in total depression.. not that he made me feel bad, no, not at all... he's a gentleman, but I simply remembered of our relationship and of course how we messed up things... I simply said "i'm sorry" for the 50% I messed up between us, for respect or the sake of some peace of mind.. I don't know.. he admited things too... and at some point I could sense that we still care... and maybe we're still in love... we said how closed we were and how "easy" we could've solve things... and that made me wonder "if we needed this time apart to value and recognize we were together for a reason and we would grow and be able to handle things... can we be together now? what does it take?" I had a lot of mixed feelings and God when we said goodbye and this natural hug came aawww i felt like I really missed him... so strange... how ever we agreed on the divorce and we will be in touch for the next month or so until the procedure is done...