Chillin...
Well, today has been relatively uneventful, yet very expensive. I signed my lease at the Village for another year today. Talk about $391.50 a month! Yikes! It's not that bad considering it's only me, but add that 3 other people will pay the same thing, and it comes to like $1,600 for the apartment. Yes, I understand that it's a brand new 2,000 square foot apartment, but I am also broke. Kinda sucks.
Anyhoo... Just half-ass watching the AMA's. Trying to decipher my feelings about people in my life. Some friends are a wee bit irritating. Others are fabulous! Then you throw in the boys, and I'm on the merry-go-round of a lifetime. I'm not looking for a relationship... I just like to have fun. I like hanging out with different boys... I just don't want to be tied down right now. Yes, an emotional and physical connection is great, but why is it that people can't have them both and still just be friends? Do you need a relationship... NOPE! You can depend upon someone as a friend, and do whatever with them, and still JUST BE FRIENDS. Why is it that I can have the mentality of a guy about this, but I always seem to find the guys who want a relationship. It's called... inevitable!
So, that was the vent session. Other than the confusion, I'm happy. Kind of in a mood tonight... and I'm all by myself at my apartment, so it looks like I'm going to need to make some plans. Maybe I'll go to the bar, or just "entertain a guest" over here.... you know!!! Although, I am sore as hell. My back is cracking everytime I move, and it hurts like a bitch! It's the worst at night... that's for sure... Looks like I'll just have to find something to do all night long to keep me awake (wink wink)!
Alright.... I'm off to go do something... have a great night!
*hugs and kisses*
J
Anyhoo... Just half-ass watching the AMA's. Trying to decipher my feelings about people in my life. Some friends are a wee bit irritating. Others are fabulous! Then you throw in the boys, and I'm on the merry-go-round of a lifetime. I'm not looking for a relationship... I just like to have fun. I like hanging out with different boys... I just don't want to be tied down right now. Yes, an emotional and physical connection is great, but why is it that people can't have them both and still just be friends? Do you need a relationship... NOPE! You can depend upon someone as a friend, and do whatever with them, and still JUST BE FRIENDS. Why is it that I can have the mentality of a guy about this, but I always seem to find the guys who want a relationship. It's called... inevitable!
So, that was the vent session. Other than the confusion, I'm happy. Kind of in a mood tonight... and I'm all by myself at my apartment, so it looks like I'm going to need to make some plans. Maybe I'll go to the bar, or just "entertain a guest" over here.... you know!!! Although, I am sore as hell. My back is cracking everytime I move, and it hurts like a bitch! It's the worst at night... that's for sure... Looks like I'll just have to find something to do all night long to keep me awake (wink wink)!
Alright.... I'm off to go do something... have a great night!
*hugs and kisses*
J