Update!
I LOVE teaching! I am sure this is not new to anyone. I have no clue what it is about it, but I just get SO much enjoyment out of it. And the pay check at the end of the week isn't so bad either! hehe
Went through a single night of down in the dumps crap. Guess it needs to happen every now and then... oh well.
I miss people. I'm not sure how I feel about that either...
I also feel like my trust has been shaken a bit much lately. I'm not so sure I believe that gay relationships can work anymore... part of me is almost wanting to think that relationships can't in general. I hate cynical attitudes though, so I really haven't put much thought into either. I just had some info come to my attention and it threw me off a bit for a day or two. Shit happens.. haha
So, I am trying to decide if my attitude is a positive one... Am I suppressing things by not paying as much attention to them and they will all come exploding out later...? Or do I really have a much more carefree attitude toward things? I am pretty confident that it is the latter. This makes me happy.
I miss Scott. And I doubt he knows it or would believe that I do.
I also miss Joey. Nothing else to say there really.
Andrew is pretty much my new BFF. I have never called anyone that before. But I know I mean it.
Went through a single night of down in the dumps crap. Guess it needs to happen every now and then... oh well.
I miss people. I'm not sure how I feel about that either...
I also feel like my trust has been shaken a bit much lately. I'm not so sure I believe that gay relationships can work anymore... part of me is almost wanting to think that relationships can't in general. I hate cynical attitudes though, so I really haven't put much thought into either. I just had some info come to my attention and it threw me off a bit for a day or two. Shit happens.. haha
So, I am trying to decide if my attitude is a positive one... Am I suppressing things by not paying as much attention to them and they will all come exploding out later...? Or do I really have a much more carefree attitude toward things? I am pretty confident that it is the latter. This makes me happy.
I miss Scott. And I doubt he knows it or would believe that I do.
I also miss Joey. Nothing else to say there really.
Andrew is pretty much my new BFF. I have never called anyone that before. But I know I mean it.