Peace, please.

[jafsica]

I'm really not doing well right now.
Spending fucking hours in chemistry lab.
Accomplishing very little.
Thank God bio lab got canceled yesterday and bio class canceled Wednesday.
I'm burning out.

I feel like a druggie or something from all the God damned fumes I've been inhaling.
Glacial acetic acid (basically concentrated vinegar), acetic anhydride (much the same), and concentrated sulfuric acid.
I'm very surprised I did not get a bloody nose yesterday.

I can't relax.

It seems there are so many unpleasant sounds and smells.
I can't handle much more than classical music lately (except some bluegrass.)

I can't order my thoughts.

All I know is I need to leave right now or I'm gonna fucking blow up.

I don't even know where I can meditate.

It's so uncomfortable here.

One more fucking month.

Test monday. Test Tuesday.
It's really hard to keep up.

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I have my headphones on and I still can't have peace. I'm out of here.
Fuck this.

Almost everytime I walk through the quad, it reeks of cigarette smoke.

Their habit affects more than themselves.

I'm stopping now before I get angrier.