If you come to conquer, you'll be king for a day.

Dec 14, 2005 22:32

Very glad to be done with finals.
Calc went just fine.

Did a little studying for the chem test.

Had a panic attack.
Took a peppermint to calm my stomach. And breathed to relax myself.
Went to go take my chem tests. Decided I just needed to get it over with.
It wasn't ready yet. She said to come back in an hour.
Sat around, tried to relax. Classical music on.
Had another panic attack.
Went to take the test. Walking on the way there was hard because I was still kind of in a panic attack.
I breathed.

Took my test. I think I did a lot better than last time.
The professor left while I was in the middle of taking the test and she told me, "Get some rest."
I said, "I need it. Thank you."
Sarah and I finished the bio lab and it took like 3 minutes.

Glad to be done with the semester.
Now I hope I pass.

I'm fucking drained.

I need to get out of here.

But I'm kind of scared to go home.

My appetite was shit today.

Oy.

I kind of feel like isolating myself.

Don't want to be around many people.

I'm an introvert at heart.

I get energy from myself. And a select few others.
And I definitely need my space and alone time.

Sleeping in my bed tomorrow will be nice.

I'm so tired, I'm wide awake.

exhaustion, anxiety, tests, emotions, panic attacks, personality, finals week, introvert

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