i found out that when i thought about my life and the things around me in such a negative aspect...i got what i wanted. a depressional stage that i was in denial of almost. see, i was smart in messing with myself because i convinced myself that the negative in me was positive. i lied to myself, and it fucking worked. and it really messed me up
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I think is it very harmful to have a total oblivious 'fuck it' attitude. Being sad helps you appreciate being happy. Without death, life wouldn't have meaningful time.
I think it's better to have a ying and a yang with your emotions. It's perfectly fine to have reality and have 'happy dream world'. There is nothing wrong with being negative as long as you can balance it with positive.
I think if things from your past can tear you apart *snaps fingers- then you aren't strong enough- you haven't let yourself hit rock bottom, you haven't been to your utmost limit. Only at that point do you know yourself and how far you need to go before happy is your normal state of mind... (ps. not judging your opinion or wanting to degrade it)
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Fuck the "real world."
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That's about what I was getting at. :)
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I think it's better to have a ying and a yang with your emotions. It's perfectly fine to have reality and have 'happy dream world'. There is nothing wrong with being negative as long as you can balance it with positive.
I think if things from your past can tear you apart *snaps fingers- then you aren't strong enough- you haven't let yourself hit rock bottom, you haven't been to your utmost limit. Only at that point do you know yourself and how far you need to go before happy is your normal state of mind... (ps. not judging your opinion or wanting to degrade it)
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Beautiful.
Let's be two again.
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