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So it's like, I don't get it, are you getting bored all of a sudden? or that's just how you are?
Either way, it's getting to be fucking irritating.
I don't nag, I'm pretty understanding, and I'm chill and carefree, so if you manage to mess that up, that's serious.
Anywho, Summer is here, and I'm here, and actually looking forward to it for once.
Except I don't know why, but I'm feeling super paranoid all of the time and nervous. I really have nothing to be nervous about, well at least I hope.
I feel jittery and like I'm on a time clock and about to be late for something.
I need some stress relief of any kind.
I find that one of the best stress reliefs is long walks, around 4-5 miles, I go down the horse trail on central avenue on the nights that i'm not working.
that and some good tuneage...I could spend my entire day walking to the end of the city, as long as there is some good music playing in my ear. I get to think...a lot.
It would only be made better with a super nice night sky, the ones here in the city really suck, with like 5 stars, that's pathetic.
HAHAHA yesterday I was walking after the sun had gone down and this dude that must have been at least 6 foot 4 is doing his walk towards me with his dog. I must look uber ghetto or scary or something, cause he put the dog between himself and I, and moved over to walking in the ditch in order to keep away from me. His eyes were on me the whole time, as if he looked away for a second I would shank him or steal his wallet. I'm like WTF? I'm 5 foot 2 on a good day, and I'm wearing some little shorts with a pink tank top, oooh that's fierce. Right after I walked passed him I burst out into laughter, and I knew he could hear me and I didn't care, I just met the world's biggest pussy and I couldn't help but laugh.
Either way, it's getting to be fucking irritating.
I don't nag, I'm pretty understanding, and I'm chill and carefree, so if you manage to mess that up, that's serious.
Anywho, Summer is here, and I'm here, and actually looking forward to it for once.
Except I don't know why, but I'm feeling super paranoid all of the time and nervous. I really have nothing to be nervous about, well at least I hope.
I feel jittery and like I'm on a time clock and about to be late for something.
I need some stress relief of any kind.
I find that one of the best stress reliefs is long walks, around 4-5 miles, I go down the horse trail on central avenue on the nights that i'm not working.
that and some good tuneage...I could spend my entire day walking to the end of the city, as long as there is some good music playing in my ear. I get to think...a lot.
It would only be made better with a super nice night sky, the ones here in the city really suck, with like 5 stars, that's pathetic.
HAHAHA yesterday I was walking after the sun had gone down and this dude that must have been at least 6 foot 4 is doing his walk towards me with his dog. I must look uber ghetto or scary or something, cause he put the dog between himself and I, and moved over to walking in the ditch in order to keep away from me. His eyes were on me the whole time, as if he looked away for a second I would shank him or steal his wallet. I'm like WTF? I'm 5 foot 2 on a good day, and I'm wearing some little shorts with a pink tank top, oooh that's fierce. Right after I walked passed him I burst out into laughter, and I knew he could hear me and I didn't care, I just met the world's biggest pussy and I couldn't help but laugh.