Jun 17, 2005 09:51
I'm sitting at my computer and scrapeing to write a fairwell letter to Mr. Kanter for everything he's done for me over the past four years, and i am having the hardest time. I have so much to thank him for so i though the words would just all fly out but i'm speechless. Actually.
People take so much from an experience and then are expected to just pick up and leave. I guess it would be harder if the goodbye was drawn out but holy fuckballs this sux. I've become hostile with this whole leaving shtick. I took on so much think year which has been great, but in turn i've missed out on friends to the point where i'm considered someone they once were close with.
I do not regret all the things i took on. I learned something from them all that will stay with me for the rest of my life! But i do regret that i couldn't juggle those things and friends.
I appologize to you guys and you know who you are!
I'm sorry