Things Changed Since I Met You (Chapter Four)
Title: Things Changed Since I Met You
Author: JaeYunShii
Rating: PG-13 for now
Genre: Fluff,Romance, Humor,Slight Angst, and Smut in later chapters
Pairing/Characters: Jung Yunho and Kim Jaejoong (main pairing), Park Yoochun and Kim Junsu (secondary pairing),
and Shim Changmin
Length: Series
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the DBSK members.
A/N: This was my very first DBSK fanfiction! @,@ Written over the summer
when I had nothing better to do.(also posted in winglin.net under the pen name JaeYun-Shii)
Chapter Four
The Only Way...
Days had passed since the photo shoot incident. Unexpectedly the fans welcomed the "The DBSK Fantasy Family Collectors Edition
Photo book " a tad bit too warmly, which truly amazed Jaejoong. Their manager even said that this photo book could maybe reach the top best-sellers list in about a month after its release!
Jaejoong was indeed very thankful that their fans adored the new photo book.
Who knew that the YUNJAE pairing was still popular as ever with those crazy yet lovable fan girls? Definitely not Jaejoong.
The photos of course leaked earlier on in the internet and tons of fans cheered for the return of the YunJae or was it JaeHo? pair. Comments about their new pictures flooded the net, he even read one that said "Omo!!! @_@_@ Jaejoong is sooo well suited for Yunho! They should get married like right now dammit! *fan girl screams*". Something along those lines...
Well that comment totally made him blush crimson which was unluckily noticed by Yunho at that time (the leader was sitting mere inches away from Jaejoong in their tiny work room).
"What are you looking at Jaejoong ah?" Yunho had asked, leaning over towards Jaejoong's computer and reading the silly comment the latter was previously reading.
Yunho laughed, as Jaejoong expected, the comment off with eyes full of mirth. He then said, "As if that would ever happen,right Boo?"
Jaejoong at that time grinned and nodded his head in agreement but inside his heart was slowly breaking into tiny unidentifiable pieces.
'Why am I so affected? What he said was true anyway...we are never meant to be.' he thought brokenly.
Slowly tears started to mist Jaejoong's eyes.
He wiped them away hastily with his blanket. Tears won't do him any good in this situation and Yunho doesn't deserve his precious tears anyway.
With an indignant sniff, Jaejoong reverted his attention to settling his head in a more comfortable position on his pillow, he then took a deep cleansing breath letting his eyes settle on the digital clock settled on top of a little drawer nestled between his and Yoochun's bed.
It was 11:00 pm and the lights were out, due to Yunho's insistence that all of them needed a good nights sleep for tomorrow's rehearsals. Well of course Changmin, the ever late sleeper, insisted that rehearsals were in the afternoon and they could still catch some sleep during the day but the leader would hear none of it.
In the end Yunho won the argument (of course) and so that's how Jaejoong found himself still wide awake at this "early" time of night, thinking about unimportant and overly emotional thoughts.
Luckily for him the rest of the members fell into deep sleep which unabled them to witness Jaejoong's sad epiphany.
Even the usual night owl Changmin snored softly one bed away from him.
Jaejoong often wondered how Yunho knew exactly what they and their bodies needed, he could always predict the things they do or were about to do and he gives out advice freely on what their SUPPOSED to do,being the responsible leader that he is.
Even though Jaejoong was really the eldest among the five, he can't help but feel that Yunho is more fitting to lead them.
He maybe younger than Jaejoong by a couple of weeks but Yunho has a good head between his shoulders, a born leader as some people would often say. He really is the perfect leader for DBSK.
'If only...Yunho will notice me more than just a friend...' Jaejoong sighed wistfully, his thoughts returning to the sad things he was thinking about earlier.
Feeling his eyes misting with tears again, he didn't bother to wipe the falling tears away.
'If only we could go back to those times were everything wasn't this complicated...those times where we didn't care of what other people might say...those times were everything seemed so easy and right. Just having fun....and not caring at all.'
"Yunho..." Jaejoong sobbed softly burying his head deep into his pillow.
How can I ever forget about you?
~!~
"Hyuuuuung....hyuuung......" said a far away dream-like voice.
Jaejoong sighed, turning to to his other side, curling his body more comfortably in his soft bed.
Few seconds past until the dreamy voice called for him again.
"Wake up hyung.....your little dongsengs need breakfast...hyuuuung......" it said persistantly, its dream like quality fading turning into something that sounded annoying and impatient in Jaejoong's ears.
"Shut up...." Jaejoong said, voice muffled as he buried his head deeper into his pillow.
"Come on hyung!" said a desperate voice that sounded like Yoochun's.
"Hyung......come on I'm hungry...."said another voice who he recognized was Changmin's.
"Hyung come on....please wake up." said that insistent voice again which he now recognized as Junsu's voice.
Jaejoong smirked evilly against his pillow. Successfully pulled out from his sleep but acted as if he was still asleep.
'Its high time for you boys to cook your own food yourselves.' the band umma thought deviously, faining a sleepy groan.
His hungry dongsengs shook him and poked him but Jaejoong still refused to open his eyes.
"Aish! He wont wake up! Yoochun hyung what are we going to do? My tummy hurts." Changmin voice whined.
Jaejoong could now easily visualize the pout on youngest's lips.
"Well we do have a hidden card." Yoochun's husky voice replied.
"Who?" came the questioning squeak of Junsu's voice.
"Yeah,who?" Changmin asked eagerly.
But Yoochun of course didnt reply.
'Sneaky bastard.' Jaejoong thought snidely, feeling his three dongsengs leaving the room.
'I wonder who-'
"Boo? Are you awake?" came the deep and unmistakable voice of Yunho.
CRAP!
"Jaejoong? Its time to wake up Boo." Yunho said,softly shaking shaking Jaejoong's shoulder gently.
'Stop calling me Boo, you insensitive jerk!' the lead singer wanted to shout.
"Come on Boo. I'm hungry! I want some of your pancakes...please wake up BooJae...." he said sweetly, slowly stroking the back of his head.
'Am I dead and had flown to heaven or is that Jung Yunho sweet talking and oh dear lord touching me like a lover would?' wondered, feeling himself blush alarmingly.
'Focus Jaejoong! Remember your ignoring him right?'
'Are you really?' his conscience asked somewhere lazily inside his head.
'Shhhhh!' Jaejoong snapped.
'Psh...whatever. Dont come crying back to me if your smart plan backfires on you!' it answered disappearing to Jaejoong's emense relief.
Turning his head to Yunho's direction he slowly opened his eyes, and what he saw was a sight indeed.
Yunho's radiating smile and sparkling brown eyes greeted his still tiered eyes.
'Whats up with him? Did he get that much of a good nights sleep?' Jaejoong wanted to know.
"Good morning sunshine." Yunho said sweetly.
'Ooook.....who is this moron? And what did he to do the original leader-shii?'
"Um...Good morning Yunho..." Jaejoong replied giving his best friend a weird look.
Seriously is something up?
"What? is something on my face?" Yunho asked with a smile, noticing Jaejoong's scrutinazing stare.
"No....did you hit your head last night Yunho?" Jaejoong asked frankly, truely curious about what triggered the usually cranky leader's weird attitude change.
Yunho frowned. "No Boo I didnt..." he said softly, a confused look gracing his features.
Jaejoong sighed, 'Oh well... whatever its his bussiness anyway...'
"Ah...okay whatever. Move over will you? I'm going to make breakfast now." Jaejoong said trying to sound as dismissive as possible, putting his smart plan of 'Avoiding Yunho As Much As Possible' into motion.
Yunho gave Jaejoong a suprised look at his tone. 'B-Boo? What's-"
Not waiting for Yunho to finish, Jaejoong shoved him aside and left the room.
When he finally walked into the kitchen, Jaejoong released a quiet sob,regret over flowed inside of him like a gashing waterfall.
"This is the only way, this the only way...",he kept repeating to himself like a life saving mantra.
This is the only way....
!%!
Phew! Finally I'm done typing and editing^^ I'm sorry if this chappie is kind of confusing. Everything will be cleared up in the next chapter. It'll be a very loooooooong one and expect some heavy YunJae angst. ^^v thanks for reading and please do comment! =D
Author: JaeYunShii
Rating: PG-13 for now
Genre: Fluff,Romance, Humor,Slight Angst, and Smut in later chapters
Pairing/Characters: Jung Yunho and Kim Jaejoong (main pairing), Park Yoochun and Kim Junsu (secondary pairing),
and Shim Changmin
Length: Series
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the DBSK members.
A/N: This was my very first DBSK fanfiction! @,@ Written over the summer
when I had nothing better to do.(also posted in winglin.net under the pen name JaeYun-Shii)
Chapter Four
The Only Way...
Days had passed since the photo shoot incident. Unexpectedly the fans welcomed the "The DBSK Fantasy Family Collectors Edition
Photo book " a tad bit too warmly, which truly amazed Jaejoong. Their manager even said that this photo book could maybe reach the top best-sellers list in about a month after its release!
Jaejoong was indeed very thankful that their fans adored the new photo book.
Who knew that the YUNJAE pairing was still popular as ever with those crazy yet lovable fan girls? Definitely not Jaejoong.
The photos of course leaked earlier on in the internet and tons of fans cheered for the return of the YunJae or was it JaeHo? pair. Comments about their new pictures flooded the net, he even read one that said "Omo!!! @_@_@ Jaejoong is sooo well suited for Yunho! They should get married like right now dammit! *fan girl screams*". Something along those lines...
Well that comment totally made him blush crimson which was unluckily noticed by Yunho at that time (the leader was sitting mere inches away from Jaejoong in their tiny work room).
"What are you looking at Jaejoong ah?" Yunho had asked, leaning over towards Jaejoong's computer and reading the silly comment the latter was previously reading.
Yunho laughed, as Jaejoong expected, the comment off with eyes full of mirth. He then said, "As if that would ever happen,right Boo?"
Jaejoong at that time grinned and nodded his head in agreement but inside his heart was slowly breaking into tiny unidentifiable pieces.
'Why am I so affected? What he said was true anyway...we are never meant to be.' he thought brokenly.
Slowly tears started to mist Jaejoong's eyes.
He wiped them away hastily with his blanket. Tears won't do him any good in this situation and Yunho doesn't deserve his precious tears anyway.
With an indignant sniff, Jaejoong reverted his attention to settling his head in a more comfortable position on his pillow, he then took a deep cleansing breath letting his eyes settle on the digital clock settled on top of a little drawer nestled between his and Yoochun's bed.
It was 11:00 pm and the lights were out, due to Yunho's insistence that all of them needed a good nights sleep for tomorrow's rehearsals. Well of course Changmin, the ever late sleeper, insisted that rehearsals were in the afternoon and they could still catch some sleep during the day but the leader would hear none of it.
In the end Yunho won the argument (of course) and so that's how Jaejoong found himself still wide awake at this "early" time of night, thinking about unimportant and overly emotional thoughts.
Luckily for him the rest of the members fell into deep sleep which unabled them to witness Jaejoong's sad epiphany.
Even the usual night owl Changmin snored softly one bed away from him.
Jaejoong often wondered how Yunho knew exactly what they and their bodies needed, he could always predict the things they do or were about to do and he gives out advice freely on what their SUPPOSED to do,being the responsible leader that he is.
Even though Jaejoong was really the eldest among the five, he can't help but feel that Yunho is more fitting to lead them.
He maybe younger than Jaejoong by a couple of weeks but Yunho has a good head between his shoulders, a born leader as some people would often say. He really is the perfect leader for DBSK.
'If only...Yunho will notice me more than just a friend...' Jaejoong sighed wistfully, his thoughts returning to the sad things he was thinking about earlier.
Feeling his eyes misting with tears again, he didn't bother to wipe the falling tears away.
'If only we could go back to those times were everything wasn't this complicated...those times where we didn't care of what other people might say...those times were everything seemed so easy and right. Just having fun....and not caring at all.'
"Yunho..." Jaejoong sobbed softly burying his head deep into his pillow.
How can I ever forget about you?
~!~
"Hyuuuuung....hyuuung......" said a far away dream-like voice.
Jaejoong sighed, turning to to his other side, curling his body more comfortably in his soft bed.
Few seconds past until the dreamy voice called for him again.
"Wake up hyung.....your little dongsengs need breakfast...hyuuuung......" it said persistantly, its dream like quality fading turning into something that sounded annoying and impatient in Jaejoong's ears.
"Shut up...." Jaejoong said, voice muffled as he buried his head deeper into his pillow.
"Come on hyung!" said a desperate voice that sounded like Yoochun's.
"Hyung......come on I'm hungry...."said another voice who he recognized was Changmin's.
"Hyung come on....please wake up." said that insistent voice again which he now recognized as Junsu's voice.
Jaejoong smirked evilly against his pillow. Successfully pulled out from his sleep but acted as if he was still asleep.
'Its high time for you boys to cook your own food yourselves.' the band umma thought deviously, faining a sleepy groan.
His hungry dongsengs shook him and poked him but Jaejoong still refused to open his eyes.
"Aish! He wont wake up! Yoochun hyung what are we going to do? My tummy hurts." Changmin voice whined.
Jaejoong could now easily visualize the pout on youngest's lips.
"Well we do have a hidden card." Yoochun's husky voice replied.
"Who?" came the questioning squeak of Junsu's voice.
"Yeah,who?" Changmin asked eagerly.
But Yoochun of course didnt reply.
'Sneaky bastard.' Jaejoong thought snidely, feeling his three dongsengs leaving the room.
'I wonder who-'
"Boo? Are you awake?" came the deep and unmistakable voice of Yunho.
CRAP!
"Jaejoong? Its time to wake up Boo." Yunho said,softly shaking shaking Jaejoong's shoulder gently.
'Stop calling me Boo, you insensitive jerk!' the lead singer wanted to shout.
"Come on Boo. I'm hungry! I want some of your pancakes...please wake up BooJae...." he said sweetly, slowly stroking the back of his head.
'Am I dead and had flown to heaven or is that Jung Yunho sweet talking and oh dear lord touching me like a lover would?' wondered, feeling himself blush alarmingly.
'Focus Jaejoong! Remember your ignoring him right?'
'Are you really?' his conscience asked somewhere lazily inside his head.
'Shhhhh!' Jaejoong snapped.
'Psh...whatever. Dont come crying back to me if your smart plan backfires on you!' it answered disappearing to Jaejoong's emense relief.
Turning his head to Yunho's direction he slowly opened his eyes, and what he saw was a sight indeed.
Yunho's radiating smile and sparkling brown eyes greeted his still tiered eyes.
'Whats up with him? Did he get that much of a good nights sleep?' Jaejoong wanted to know.
"Good morning sunshine." Yunho said sweetly.
'Ooook.....who is this moron? And what did he to do the original leader-shii?'
"Um...Good morning Yunho..." Jaejoong replied giving his best friend a weird look.
Seriously is something up?
"What? is something on my face?" Yunho asked with a smile, noticing Jaejoong's scrutinazing stare.
"No....did you hit your head last night Yunho?" Jaejoong asked frankly, truely curious about what triggered the usually cranky leader's weird attitude change.
Yunho frowned. "No Boo I didnt..." he said softly, a confused look gracing his features.
Jaejoong sighed, 'Oh well... whatever its his bussiness anyway...'
"Ah...okay whatever. Move over will you? I'm going to make breakfast now." Jaejoong said trying to sound as dismissive as possible, putting his smart plan of 'Avoiding Yunho As Much As Possible' into motion.
Yunho gave Jaejoong a suprised look at his tone. 'B-Boo? What's-"
Not waiting for Yunho to finish, Jaejoong shoved him aside and left the room.
When he finally walked into the kitchen, Jaejoong released a quiet sob,regret over flowed inside of him like a gashing waterfall.
"This is the only way, this the only way...",he kept repeating to himself like a life saving mantra.
This is the only way....
!%!
Phew! Finally I'm done typing and editing^^ I'm sorry if this chappie is kind of confusing. Everything will be cleared up in the next chapter. It'll be a very loooooooong one and expect some heavy YunJae angst. ^^v thanks for reading and please do comment! =D