Tear me apart & patch me back bb ♥

Jan 28, 2009 16:37


CNY has been nothing but fun ♥ No I did not visit relatives this year; we went shopping on the 1st and 2nd and 3rd day (today). I'd guess we're too accustomed to the practice of visiting relatives every single year that not seeing them made me feel a little left out and poorer too ;___; Hee but I'm not exactly all for angpaus this year, but more of new clothes anyway :D

There's lots of petition laying around now.. ICE from Malaysia Cassiopeian asked me to advertise her petition poster over at Xietinloveshero, yeah but, I don't get why there are so many different petitions going on right now. Still, it's not exactly my business to question. As long it works, then I'm happy with it.

College life has been nothing but, assignments, homework and parking on hilltop. I got into a minor car crash the other day on the way to school and my front bumper was dented but it's already repaired for now. Business Law is a waste of time bcos lecturer just breeze in with tutorial papers and zoom out back and come in 1 hour later. What. We're not exactly paying her 900bucks for that, y'know.

Sigh.. it's quite burdening to be updating Xietinloveshero daily as well. I hardly have time for anything else. Even those trans + videos + news I posted, I never got the chance to read it myself. What with readers' enquiries, blog linking, bla bla bla. At times, I feel like just quitting it. It's difficult cos I'm the only one updating it and .. if I'm busy for the day, there'll be no updates for the whole day. And I feel pressured to update.

I chatted with westkitsune yesteday and apparently, she felt the same. On the burden and everything. Initially I wanted a co-author to help out.. but thing is, the majority of them hardly have any experience of blogging or getting info and I don't have the time to teach and all. I mean, isn't all this stuff common sense? ;______;

*cries* I rly can't do this anymore. It's effing wearing me down. It's not affecting my studies but it is eating into my personal life so much that sometimes idk why I'm doing so much of it. I update almost 7-8 hrs perday, and sometimes more depending on the schedule.

Bugger. This ain't good at all.

s, college ♥, emo

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