Kyumin Chap4
Title: Kyu Min. [Chapter 4]
Fandom: Super Junior
Disclaimer: I do not own them :)
Rating: PG
Warning: angst, swearing
Pairing: Kyumin /Roleplay: Ryunnie+Hyun Joong.
Genre: angst
BEWARE CLIFF HANGER. MWAHAHAHAHAHHA
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Love lasts eternally.
Love lasts forever.
But will it last,
When you reach a happy level?
Sung Min closed the book he was reading. He looked at his best friend -- Ryunnie who was sleeping peacefully on his couch. Ryunnie spent the whole night calming Sung Min down, taking in all his sorrows, and ended up crying along with him. Her boyfriend, Hyun Joong called her in the middle of the night, bickering about how she is spending more time with Sung Min then him. Being the good friend she always is, she told Hyun Joong that her best friend was in a crisis, but apparently, Hyun Joong didn't even listen to her and eventually broke up with her. Both of them spent the night complaining over how selfish boyfriends can be with a bucket of chocolate ice cream and a liter of sorry tears.
Sung Min felt guilty, he felt like he was in charge of Ryunnie's break-up. He also felt guilty for pulling Ryunnie into his sorrow, making her feel equally miserable.
"Minnie...?" Ryunnie woke up, startling Sung Min who was lost in his thoughts.
"Oh! Good morning Ryunnie!" Sung Min forced a smile. I can't cry all the time,Sung Min scolded himself in his mind.
"Good morning..." Ryunnie stood up lifelessly and walked slowly to her bag.
"I'll go wash up."
Sung Min nodded and continued staring at the ceiling.
Suddenly, Ryunnie's phone rang.
Sunny,sunny,sunny, I love you, I need you~
Although that song is a happy song, he felt like crying again when he heard the lyrics.
'I love you'? That word. Its nothing to be happy about.
He picked up the phone. He looked at the screen to see who was calling. Hyun Joong. He threw the phone onto the couch. Knowing his best friend would have hated to see that name too.
Kyu Hyun,Hyun Joong, doesn't it rhyme. And all they do is break innocent hearts. Tear them into half. I wish God would just execute these people. I just wish, that they will have the worse punishment. I just wish they died in the war. I just wish....
Unexpectedly, tears start streaming down Sung Min's cheek again. Sung Min didn't bother to wipe them away, knowing that they won't stop. He just sat there on the floor, wearing a pained expression on his face.
I'm suffering inside.
Sung Min felt like he was a useless person. He felt like someone threw him out because they have found a better version of a human being. He felt like he didn't have a reason to live anymore. His eyes were dark. His face was only showing out depression. Am I just a temporarily swing for him? Am I not good enough for him? Questions like that kept on popping up in Sung Min's mind, making him feel that there is never enough oxygen in the world for him.
"Minnie! Are you okay?!" Ryunnie was already out from the bathroom, her face full of worry.
"No...No...No I'm not." His voice trembled. He had a flashback. A flashback filled with horrible memories. He sobbed and collapsed into Ryunnie's arms.
"AM I NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR HIM?!! WHAT DID I DO WRONG?!! WHY DID HE CHOOSE THAT BITCH OVER ME??!!!" Sung Min yelled and cried more hardly than he ever did. Ryunnie had tears falling from her eyes, she wrapped Sung Min tightly in her arms and cried harder.
Sung Min closed his eyes, he felt like there was somebody stabbing his heart continuously... He imagined blood splashing out from his chest, slowly dying, and dying. He cried harder. He was in pain. He had a scar in his heart. Or maybe, his heart was dead. Dead from hurt.
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Kyu Hyun was sprawled across his bed, phone in his hands, eyes glaring at it.
Kyu Hyun didn't have a wink of sleep yesterday night. He spent the whole night worrying about Sung Min. He practically left hundreds of voice messages and sent thousands of text messages to Sung Min.
The more he waited for Sung Min's reply, the more he hated Ryeo Wook. He swears that he will skin Ryeo Wook alive if Sung Min wanted to break up with him. His love for Sung Min is as powerful as the sea, full of force, full of power, full of love. He would do ANYTHING for Sung Min. He was willing to give up his everything for Sung Min, no matter how much he needed to sacrifice. Sung Min is his love, heart, and life. Cheesy or not, its true.
Crystaline tears started to fall from Kyu Hyun's eyes. Kyu Hyun felt like a whisperer sucked his soul out from his body. His body lied lifelessly on the bed, stiff and cold.
"No. I will stay strong till I hear his voice." Kyu Hyun said firmly as he wipe away his tears.
His body regained the flaming heat. His willpower was powerfully built up. He stands strong.
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Sung Min was still hiding his face on Ryunnie's shoulder. He was still crying. He remembered all the pain, all the hurt he was in yesterday.
"THATS IT! I CAN'T STAND THIS ANYMORE! We're being too weak and fragile! Just because some bitchy boys hurt our ego DOESN'T mean they can get away with it! Lets go to a club tonight, Minnie! We're SO going to make them regret for breaking our hearts. Now, we are so going to fucking break theirs!"
Ryunnie was furious. She was shouting at the top of her lungs. Her face has the word 'revenge' written on it. She was not going to let Hyun Joong down that easily for breaking her heart. She was also never going to let Kyu Hyun down for breaking Sung Min's heart.
Sung Min was actually considering the idea. Sung Min stopped crying and smiled slightly.
"Its payback time, bitch!" Sung Min and Ryunnie high-fived each other and smirked.
Sung Min's stomach made a sound.
" Before we do that, we need to eat." Ryunnie smiled teasingly at Sung Min.
" I'll go wash up.." Sung Min rushed to his bedroom, trying to hide his blush.
Ryunnie chuckled and flopped onto the couch.
Sung Min started to shower. He was playing a mischievous smile on his lips.
He felt refreshed. He was so eager to break Kyu Hyun's heart. He wanted to see Kyu Hyun's reaction when he kissed another guy, he wanted to see Kyu Hyun's reaction when he seduce another guy. He wants to see Kyu Hyun hurt. He wants Kyu Hyun to feel the hurt that Sung Min felt.
Then, it hit him. Kyu Hyun doesn't know that Sung Min knew about him kissing Ryeo Wook. So that means, he will be the one that will be able to break Kyu Hyun's heart! Sung Min felt like he was a genius. He should've think of this idea before!
He flashed his mischievous grin once more.
"YAH, MINNIE! YOU'RE TAKING TOO LONG!" Ryunnie shouted from the living room.
Sung Min giggled and stepped out from the shower.
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'Ding Dong Ding Dong'
Kyu Hyun rushed to the door having the slightest hope that it could be Sung Min.
"HI Kyu!"
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