Love marriage vs arranged marriage - epilogue
Title : Love Marriage vs Arranged Marriage
Pairing : JaeMin
Genre : Fluff, romance
Length : chaptered
Rating : pg13
Warning : un-beta/ poor grammar and horrible writing style.
Summary : Kim Jaejoong who had always dreamed of falling in love and getting married to his lover ever since he has understood the meaning of love had to go for an arranged marriage because of some circumstances. So an arranged marriage? Was that all? Would he ever find the love of his life that he has dreamed of?
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I can't believe it's been a year since I got married to my lovely husband Shim Changmin. To my surprise it was a good year.. No no good is an understatement... The best year of my life so far. When I got married I never thought I'd enjoy my married life so much... I never thought my dream would come true and I'd find the love of my life.
I have never felt so much loved before in my life. Not even while I was living with my parents. Changmin makes me feel so special. He treats me as if I am his whole world. He sees nothing but me. In this one year we haven't spent a single day/night without each other. Whenever Min went for a business trip he brought me together with him. Even though those were business trips I felt like I am on my honeymoon. So basically we went to honeymoon almost every month. I feel so blessed to have him in my life. I must thank my parents sometime for forcing me to get married to him.
I opened my new restaurant 2 monhts ago and the business is going very well. Normally the closing time of my restaurant is at 12 a.m. But today I closed it at 9p.m. Because it's our first year anniversary in a few hours and I wanted to make it special for Changmin. Well I have whole day tomorrow. But Min said he has plans for us so I decided to make it tonight after 12 a.m. I am done with the preparations. The whole restaurant is decorated with candles and flowers. The food is ALMOST done.
"Ahemm"
"Oh you're here." I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn't hear Min's foot step. I looked at the clock. 10 minutes till midnight. "I still have ten minutes.
"I don't understand why we couldn't do this at home?"
"Because I wanted to make you a special anniversary meal... & some of the preparations could only be done here. Not at home."
"So is my special meal ready? I am hungry."
"I am almost done. Give me five more minutes okay?"
He nodded and approached me. He put his hands on my waist and kept his chin on my shoulder. He does that a lot. Whenever I cook or wash dishes he back hugs me. Not that I am complaining. I love it actually.
It took me more than 5 mintues to decorate the cake. When I was done I turned around is his arms and kissed him passionately. I looked at the clock breaking the kiss. Exactly 12 a.m.
"Happy anniversary Hubby!" I said and kissed him again.
"Happy anniversary to you too." - he said it this time when we broke the kiss.
"I love you." - I said but instead of replying he just smiled at me.
"Can I have my special treat now."
"Of course Mr. Shim."
As soon as I said this he lifted me and put me on his shoulder.
"CHANGMIN! WHAT ARE YOU DOING? PUT ME DOWN."
"I am hungry. I want my special meal."
"Wha - OH MY GOD! MIN NO. FOR GOD SAKE. THIS IS A RESTAURANT'S KITCHEN. WE MAKE FOOD ON THESE COUNTERS." I kept shouting when he laid me down on one of the big counter where we cut vegetables. Then started opening his belt.
"This is why I said we should do it at home. I can't wait anymore. I am hungry."
"Minnie but we can't do it here. We'll make a big mess here."
"Just clean the counter very well tomorrow or just change it. Even better..."
"Are you taking revenge bcz of that couch of your office? It wasn't my fault though. It was your idea to have sex on that couch."
"But it wouldn't have happened if you didn't seduce me that day."
"I did not sed -" I couldn't finish what I was saying because he shut me up with a kiss. I moaned feeling his tounge inside me.
"Less talk and more work."
I didn't know how he managed to make both of us nude while we were talking. When he start kissing my neck I knew I have lost the war. I had lost myself forever to Shim Changmin & I loved it. Loved every bit of it.
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When we were done I slumped down on Changmin's chest. Both of us were panting heavily. When bot of us calmed down a bit I felt him kissing on the top of my head and then started playing with my hair.
"Minnie?"
"Hmm?"
I looked up to him and rested my chin on his chest.
"Why do you always make ride you when our pace gets faster?"
"Why you don't like being on top of me?"
"Of course I like being on top of u. But I dnt mind being underneath you."
"I don't trust myself. What if I hurt you? I prefer you taking the lead rather than me losing control and end up hurting you."
I pecked his lips.
"Silly boy. I trust you. I know you'll never hurt me. So next time you should lead me okay?"
He smiled at me and pulled me for a deep kiss.
"We should eat now. I made your favorite dish."
I was about to pull out when he pulled me by my waist and make me fall on his chest again."
"Don't pull out yet. Let me be inside you for a little more."
I placed my cheek on his chest.. My ear so close to his heart that I can listen to his heart beat. It was so comforting. I wish we could stay like this forever. Always connected.... listening to each other heartbeat.
"Jae?"
"Hmm...?"
"I didn't but any gifts for you."
"It's okay Min. I don't need it. What do I need when I have you?"
"Really?"
"Mmhmm... Why do I need any gift today I'll have your credit card forever."
"Oh so taht's the reason huh?"
"ahah." - I nodded with a playful tone in my voice and he started tickling me. I am so ticklish that I was about to run away from him laughing but his tight grip on my wrist stopped me.
"A little longer Jae. Please."
I smiled and went back to my previous position on his chest.
We didn't speak for a while but then Changmin broke the silence.
"I want you to ask something for me Jae. Something... Anything. I want to give you a special gift. But I don't know what to give."
"Min I - "
"No please Jae. Don't say you don't want anything. Just ask for something. I'll give you whatever you want. I promise."
"Okay then... I wanted to talk to you about this later today but I think now it's a good time."
He kept silent anticipating my answer.
"I... I love kids Minnie... A lot.. I've always wanted to have a daughter. I've always wanted to hold a baby in my arm.. take care of it... I want to know how it feels when that baby calls me Daddy... Hold my finger with her small hands. Will you let me have a baby Min?"
He kept staring at me for a while.
"Jae... I can't give you what you're asking for. It's impossible."
My face turned sad fading my smile. I really wanted to adopt a baby. But if he didn't want one I won't force him.
"I can't Joongie... I am sorry. We are both men. We can't produce baby."
He said and burst out laughing. Only then I realized he was kidding with me. I started hitting the man on his chest as he kept laughing. I didn't realize I had tears in my eyes until he wiped it with his thumbs.
"I am sorry. I was kidding. When do you want to adopt? Do you want to go tomorrow?"
"No... Not tomorrow... Not now. May be after 4-5 years. Right now I just want to enjoy my life with you. I want to keep having honeymoons with you every month."
He surprised me by changing our position suddenly. I was underneath him and he was looking into my eyes.
"Good... Because I need you for myself only for a little longer." - he said and gave me a passionate kiss. He placed his forehead on mine when we broke the kiss and closed his eyes.
"Minnie?"
"Hmm?"
"Are you okay?"
he nodded without opening his eyes.
"But I've never seen you like this before. Why are you acting this way? This is the longest time we have spent connected with each other."
"I just want to feel you. I want to believe that I am not dreaming. That you're mine now.... Even after a year. When we got married I was so scared... That one day I'll wake up and realize that it was all a dream.... or u'll leave me one day because you don't love me. But here we are today... Connected together. It feels so real.. so good... I just want to feel it for a little longer."
I was speechless. I didn't know what to say. So I just kissed him for a long time.
"I love you." I whispered to him as I broke the kiss.
"Jae.. If.. If you were given a chance to go back in time and get married again... Would you prefer an arranged marriage like this where you find your life partner later or a love marriage?"
"Honestly? I don't care as long as I get to live the rest of my life with you. I want you... Just you. I don't care about anything else." & with that we kissed again.
love marriage : 0; arranged marriage : 0; SHIM CHANGMIN : ∞ (infinity)
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A/N: No one reads my fics on LJ bcz I get 0 comments here so I stopped posting my stories here. But Starcandy seems so dead for the last few days and it makes me sad. So I decided I would post something.
Pairing : JaeMin
Genre : Fluff, romance
Length : chaptered
Rating : pg13
Warning : un-beta/ poor grammar and horrible writing style.
Summary : Kim Jaejoong who had always dreamed of falling in love and getting married to his lover ever since he has understood the meaning of love had to go for an arranged marriage because of some circumstances. So an arranged marriage? Was that all? Would he ever find the love of his life that he has dreamed of?
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I can't believe it's been a year since I got married to my lovely husband Shim Changmin. To my surprise it was a good year.. No no good is an understatement... The best year of my life so far. When I got married I never thought I'd enjoy my married life so much... I never thought my dream would come true and I'd find the love of my life.
I have never felt so much loved before in my life. Not even while I was living with my parents. Changmin makes me feel so special. He treats me as if I am his whole world. He sees nothing but me. In this one year we haven't spent a single day/night without each other. Whenever Min went for a business trip he brought me together with him. Even though those were business trips I felt like I am on my honeymoon. So basically we went to honeymoon almost every month. I feel so blessed to have him in my life. I must thank my parents sometime for forcing me to get married to him.
I opened my new restaurant 2 monhts ago and the business is going very well. Normally the closing time of my restaurant is at 12 a.m. But today I closed it at 9p.m. Because it's our first year anniversary in a few hours and I wanted to make it special for Changmin. Well I have whole day tomorrow. But Min said he has plans for us so I decided to make it tonight after 12 a.m. I am done with the preparations. The whole restaurant is decorated with candles and flowers. The food is ALMOST done.
"Ahemm"
"Oh you're here." I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn't hear Min's foot step. I looked at the clock. 10 minutes till midnight. "I still have ten minutes.
"I don't understand why we couldn't do this at home?"
"Because I wanted to make you a special anniversary meal... & some of the preparations could only be done here. Not at home."
"So is my special meal ready? I am hungry."
"I am almost done. Give me five more minutes okay?"
He nodded and approached me. He put his hands on my waist and kept his chin on my shoulder. He does that a lot. Whenever I cook or wash dishes he back hugs me. Not that I am complaining. I love it actually.
It took me more than 5 mintues to decorate the cake. When I was done I turned around is his arms and kissed him passionately. I looked at the clock breaking the kiss. Exactly 12 a.m.
"Happy anniversary Hubby!" I said and kissed him again.
"Happy anniversary to you too." - he said it this time when we broke the kiss.
"I love you." - I said but instead of replying he just smiled at me.
"Can I have my special treat now."
"Of course Mr. Shim."
As soon as I said this he lifted me and put me on his shoulder.
"CHANGMIN! WHAT ARE YOU DOING? PUT ME DOWN."
"I am hungry. I want my special meal."
"Wha - OH MY GOD! MIN NO. FOR GOD SAKE. THIS IS A RESTAURANT'S KITCHEN. WE MAKE FOOD ON THESE COUNTERS." I kept shouting when he laid me down on one of the big counter where we cut vegetables. Then started opening his belt.
"This is why I said we should do it at home. I can't wait anymore. I am hungry."
"Minnie but we can't do it here. We'll make a big mess here."
"Just clean the counter very well tomorrow or just change it. Even better..."
"Are you taking revenge bcz of that couch of your office? It wasn't my fault though. It was your idea to have sex on that couch."
"But it wouldn't have happened if you didn't seduce me that day."
"I did not sed -" I couldn't finish what I was saying because he shut me up with a kiss. I moaned feeling his tounge inside me.
"Less talk and more work."
I didn't know how he managed to make both of us nude while we were talking. When he start kissing my neck I knew I have lost the war. I had lost myself forever to Shim Changmin & I loved it. Loved every bit of it.
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When we were done I slumped down on Changmin's chest. Both of us were panting heavily. When bot of us calmed down a bit I felt him kissing on the top of my head and then started playing with my hair.
"Minnie?"
"Hmm?"
I looked up to him and rested my chin on his chest.
"Why do you always make ride you when our pace gets faster?"
"Why you don't like being on top of me?"
"Of course I like being on top of u. But I dnt mind being underneath you."
"I don't trust myself. What if I hurt you? I prefer you taking the lead rather than me losing control and end up hurting you."
I pecked his lips.
"Silly boy. I trust you. I know you'll never hurt me. So next time you should lead me okay?"
He smiled at me and pulled me for a deep kiss.
"We should eat now. I made your favorite dish."
I was about to pull out when he pulled me by my waist and make me fall on his chest again."
"Don't pull out yet. Let me be inside you for a little more."
I placed my cheek on his chest.. My ear so close to his heart that I can listen to his heart beat. It was so comforting. I wish we could stay like this forever. Always connected.... listening to each other heartbeat.
"Jae?"
"Hmm...?"
"I didn't but any gifts for you."
"It's okay Min. I don't need it. What do I need when I have you?"
"Really?"
"Mmhmm... Why do I need any gift today I'll have your credit card forever."
"Oh so taht's the reason huh?"
"ahah." - I nodded with a playful tone in my voice and he started tickling me. I am so ticklish that I was about to run away from him laughing but his tight grip on my wrist stopped me.
"A little longer Jae. Please."
I smiled and went back to my previous position on his chest.
We didn't speak for a while but then Changmin broke the silence.
"I want you to ask something for me Jae. Something... Anything. I want to give you a special gift. But I don't know what to give."
"Min I - "
"No please Jae. Don't say you don't want anything. Just ask for something. I'll give you whatever you want. I promise."
"Okay then... I wanted to talk to you about this later today but I think now it's a good time."
He kept silent anticipating my answer.
"I... I love kids Minnie... A lot.. I've always wanted to have a daughter. I've always wanted to hold a baby in my arm.. take care of it... I want to know how it feels when that baby calls me Daddy... Hold my finger with her small hands. Will you let me have a baby Min?"
He kept staring at me for a while.
"Jae... I can't give you what you're asking for. It's impossible."
My face turned sad fading my smile. I really wanted to adopt a baby. But if he didn't want one I won't force him.
"I can't Joongie... I am sorry. We are both men. We can't produce baby."
He said and burst out laughing. Only then I realized he was kidding with me. I started hitting the man on his chest as he kept laughing. I didn't realize I had tears in my eyes until he wiped it with his thumbs.
"I am sorry. I was kidding. When do you want to adopt? Do you want to go tomorrow?"
"No... Not tomorrow... Not now. May be after 4-5 years. Right now I just want to enjoy my life with you. I want to keep having honeymoons with you every month."
He surprised me by changing our position suddenly. I was underneath him and he was looking into my eyes.
"Good... Because I need you for myself only for a little longer." - he said and gave me a passionate kiss. He placed his forehead on mine when we broke the kiss and closed his eyes.
"Minnie?"
"Hmm?"
"Are you okay?"
he nodded without opening his eyes.
"But I've never seen you like this before. Why are you acting this way? This is the longest time we have spent connected with each other."
"I just want to feel you. I want to believe that I am not dreaming. That you're mine now.... Even after a year. When we got married I was so scared... That one day I'll wake up and realize that it was all a dream.... or u'll leave me one day because you don't love me. But here we are today... Connected together. It feels so real.. so good... I just want to feel it for a little longer."
I was speechless. I didn't know what to say. So I just kissed him for a long time.
"I love you." I whispered to him as I broke the kiss.
"Jae.. If.. If you were given a chance to go back in time and get married again... Would you prefer an arranged marriage like this where you find your life partner later or a love marriage?"
"Honestly? I don't care as long as I get to live the rest of my life with you. I want you... Just you. I don't care about anything else." & with that we kissed again.
love marriage : 0; arranged marriage : 0; SHIM CHANGMIN : ∞ (infinity)
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A/N: No one reads my fics on LJ bcz I get 0 comments here so I stopped posting my stories here. But Starcandy seems so dead for the last few days and it makes me sad. So I decided I would post something.