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Jeff and I broke up last week. We said goodbye on Friday (Nov. 27). We promised each other to have absolutely no contact for a minimum of four months.
And so the jump into the unknown has happened, and I'm only beginning to sense my fall. Falling down into all the things I've feared, all the things I've avoided. Today is difficult. I'm sick. I made bad choices last night and I feel very raw and scared today. I'm afraid of many things. I wish I could be in the place of comfort, but I know how necessary this is.
And so the jump into the unknown has happened, and I'm only beginning to sense my fall. Falling down into all the things I've feared, all the things I've avoided. Today is difficult. I'm sick. I made bad choices last night and I feel very raw and scared today. I'm afraid of many things. I wish I could be in the place of comfort, but I know how necessary this is.