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I feel left out and unwanted sometimes.
It's okay when strangers smile and greet your friends but not you, they don't know you anyways. It's okay to not be called by your so called best friend, she has other people to suck up to. It's okay to not be the favourite child, at least your parents still love you. It's okay for relatives to not know your name but memorize all the small details of your siblings, you don't even like them. It's okay for your siblings to gang up and hate you, you hate them too.
This is what i tell myself all the time. But the truth is, it is fucking not okay.
It's okay when strangers smile and greet your friends but not you, they don't know you anyways. It's okay to not be called by your so called best friend, she has other people to suck up to. It's okay to not be the favourite child, at least your parents still love you. It's okay for relatives to not know your name but memorize all the small details of your siblings, you don't even like them. It's okay for your siblings to gang up and hate you, you hate them too.
This is what i tell myself all the time. But the truth is, it is fucking not okay.