Colors seem to fade
Have class at 10 but I just felt like writing. I have a lot on my mind and it's the beginning of the month, so I'm extra emotional. I just feel like everything I do is never enough for anyone. I work really hard and worry so much....about more than just school work. I was really trying to put my whole heart into it, and I guess I still come up ( Read more... )
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And you're not a bad friend, so dont ever think that you are. Yes, it is evident when you are upset and frustrated, because you have a tendency to block everyone else out like they are at fault, but we all know that you're just having a rough time. Relationships are a difficult thing to handle, on top of REALLY hard, challenging classes, and a slew of other committments.
I feel ya.
And i also miss you. I miss the days when things were carefree, and life wasnt so complicated.
But we can only move forward in time, never back.
SO, i guess what i want to say is that you'll always have your friends. Whether you choose to open up to them or not, they'll always be here for you, wondering when you'll come back.
I hate to see you upset, but you've pulled through the tough things before, and i know you can do it again.
Just hang in there...everything will work itself out, and you're going to do GREAT on your history test. Take your own advice to me, and stop freaking out. Just do your best- you know what you're doing!
Love you till the end of time, and then some,
Agey
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