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My english is getting worse and worse and I decide to take TOELF this year *in order to apply for master course in Keio*
It's Lunar new year now and the only good thing of this is I have 15 days off from school and part time * but still doing something translation stuffs*. I dont mind comeback home and spent the break with dad and mum but I HATE THOSE NEIGHBOOR. They keep stickig their nose in my life as if they gave me this life WTF. Introduce some boring guys since I dont have boyfriend, give me advice about settle down job inspite of my will to be free and fly away as long as I can. Seeing them make me remember how I was upset that I am a girl when I was young. You should do this and that because you are girl. please give me a break , I was born as a human not a puppet and I have my own right to do whatever I want.
Looking back to Dragon year the best thing I did may be I found out what I want to do and who I want to become finally. On the day I left Japan, my adviser proff gave me a postcard and he wrote "you should go for jobs relate to writting and argueing since you are good in discussig and persuading girl". And I still re-read those words wherever I was confused. I have been aiming to work in publishing but none of my proff encouraged me this. They kept saying it's hard for a girl so I should so teaching or some office easy job （ーー；）
Next good thing is I met a very nice Arashi fan and very adorable SMAP fan. I myself is fangirl and I like JE idols too but JE idols fangirls are too "dangerous" to hang out with. But the two I met are awesome. Although they know I'm not their bias fan but they keep chathng with me about Ar and Smap, in a very lovely way. They even did timing some video I want to sub for my own since I dont know how to time for me without hesitating. And the way they see life or their taste of Jdrama is the same with me ヾ(＠⌒ー⌒＠)ノ
Last good thing, had a trip to Sapa and Moc Chau valley which I've been dreaming for. And except Hanoi, my country is so beautiful. Even my hometown became a nice place to walk and wander around after a while I've been away.
Some of my friends got/will get married. It likes a shock to me, make me realise that I'm the age to have to think about that. But seriously, getting married in my early 20s, my friends all around the world may make fun of me when they heard about that. And I still want to fly far away on my own so I decided I'll keep enjoying my fangirl life as I am doing
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