Title: You and Me [1/1]
Main Pairing: Changmin/Jaejoong
Rating: R
Genre: Romance, more intimacy that smut
Summary: Each time Jaejoong felt his lover above him, in him, just all over him, it felt like their first time all over again. It’s just Jaejoong and Changmin; nobody else existed, and nothing else mattered. Jaejoong needed Changmin, and Changmin needed Jaejoong.
a/n: My first filled prompt in the Starcandy Challenge that I'm doing! So this means I am 1% towards my goal. One down, 99 to go. The Challenge word is..."First Love"!
Also, since most of these will be oneshots, the songs that inspire me for writing this will be listed in the Music section.
At two in the morning on a night in early spring, the entire penthouse was immersed in darkness; the articles of clothing that were scattered along a path from the entryway to the master bedroom would not be visible to the eye for another four hours or so. Every step into the apartment was a step farther away from the real world and closer to the world that the pair hid from everyone else, a world where time could stop for once because they were the only two that were there.
The apartment was for the most part silent, the only sounds in the home coming from the other side of the door to the master bedroom. But the sounds weren’t loud in any sense; the rustling of sheets, the sharp intake of breath, and the sweet nothings being murmured between the two as they got reacquainted with each other’s body.
A month and a half had been way too long for the pair. After over a decade of knowing each other, six of those years as lovers, going from seeing each other every day to being lucky to get in a monthly visit took a toll on their relationship. This time around had been especially hard; with Jaejoong promoting a solo album and Changmin shooting a variety show, their conflicting schedules deprived them of each other in a way that chipped at their sanity. So when the burgundy-haired beauty first saw him on his doorstep, Changmin barely got a hello in before he was shoved up against the door with a pair of lips on his. Within a few minutes, clothes were gone and hands were all over.
On the other side of the bedroom door two bodies lay intertwined beneath the sheets, limbs all over. It was as if they were a single being; it was impossible to see where one of them ended and the other began. The full moon shone through the glass of the sliding door to the balcony; the dim light gave just enough light for them to see each other, but each knew the other’s body so well that the light was nearly unnecessary.
Changmin especially adored the way the moonlight fell upon his lover and could not stop looking at the beauty’s blissful face. He took in the way Jaejoong’s burgundy strands fell back and fanned out on the pillow like a ruby red halo when he tilted his head back in pleasure; the way the beauty’s eyebrows furrowed and how his plump lips parted for every breath, moan, and word that escaped. Changmin grazed his eyes all over the man beneath him, as he took in the pure perfection of his angel and the way their bodies languidly rocked against each other, slowly bringing each other closer to the edge.
“Beautiful,” the younger man breathed as he reached a hand out to smooth back his lover’s locks. “So beautiful, Jaejoong.”
The intensity of his lover’s gaze had Jaejoong’s eyes fluttering shut as he saw the adoration in Changmin’s eyes. Spending nearly half of his life under complete scrutiny of the public, Jaejoong’s insecurities always consumed him whenever anyone bored their eyes into him, pointing out even the tiniest blemish on his body. But with Changmin…things were different. Jaejoong dated people before Changmin, but the maknae was always his first love and vice versa. Since he took the younger man’s first kiss all those years ago, Jaejoong not only sealed his fate, but Changmin’s as well.
The way that Changmin stared at him like he was the only person in the entire world made Jaejoong truly feel beautiful. And the overwhelming mix of desire and lust and just pure love that Changmin possessed for him at that moment triggered a flood of emotions to flow through his veins and gasps and sobs to take over his body.
Changmin watched the different emotions flicker across his lover’s face before tears started to roll down the nearly luminous cheeks. “Jae?” he called out as he slowed his body. “What’s wrong, beautiful?”
Hearing the concern in the other man’s voice, Jaejoong covered his face with his hands, shaking his head from side to side in embarrassment.
The younger man leaned forward until he held himself up by his elbows before he pulled at Jaejoong’s wrists, removing them from the beauty’s face and pinning them to the mattress. “Look at me,” Changmin murmured. “Tell me what’s on your mind, love.”
Jaejoong sniffled. “I just…” he opened his eyes to gaze up at the one person that could turn him into a sniffling and sobbing mess with just a gaze and a few words, “I…I love you so much, Changmin…I-”
Changmin cut him off by capturing his lips in a kiss, expressing all he needed to say in the way his lips pressed down gently yet with urgency. He swallowed all of the gasps and sobs that threatened to escape, trying to push through to let Jaejoong know that he wasn’t alone. They were in this together; after all these years, they always were.
As the kiss deepened, Changmin could feel his lover calm down with the way his body stopped quivering. The younger man shifted his hands so they were palm to palm with his lover’s and broke off the kiss. “I love you, Jaejoong,” he murmured as he rest his forehead atop the smaller man’s before slowly pulling out and sliding back into his lover. “I love you so much it hurts to be away from you.”
“Don’t stop,” Jaejoong gasped out as he stared up and could only see the chocolate brown eyes he grew to love so much. “Changmin, don’t ever stop…”
“Never,” Changmin promised as he entwined their fingers and held their hands on the mattress on both sides of his lover’s face, increasing his pace. “I won’t ever stop, baby. It’s always been you, since the beginning.”
“Oh, god,” Jaejoong’s lips parted into a moan as the younger man hit a spot in him that made him see stars, speckles of white sparkling in the dark. He could feel the familiar knot twisting in the pit of his stomach and he began to lose himself. “I love you, Changmin, I love you, I love you,” he babbled with each thrust bringing him higher, “I always have and I always will. Only you, nobody else.”
Changmin squeezed the hands trembling beneath them as he felt Jaejoong getting close to the edge. Just a little more and both of them would topple over into the abyss. “Only you and me, love,” he grunted out, his breath fanning across his lover’s face, “Just you and me, forever.”
Those last words threw Jaejoong over the edge as Changmin’s name left his lips in a scream, his orgasm ripping through him as his hands held the younger’s in a death grip, his release coating their bodies.
Jaejoong’s body tightened around the man above him with each spasm that wracked his body and Changmin was soon also falling off the edge after a few more thrusts. “Jaejoong,” he uttered as he let go, his release filling his lover before he dropped down onto the smaller man, lips landing on the other’s in a languid kiss. He pulled back and gazed at his doe-eyed lover. “You and me.”
“Just you and me, forever.”
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