no more pain

[jaeda1987]

So, I was throwing up Tuesday, Jason came over and cuddled with me...I almost cried because of that. Just that he cares for me, and I know that. But I gave him warning over the phone that was wasn't doing too well and he wanted to come over anyway. I guess that Nick and James would have done the same. But I didn't throw up again when he was here or after he left. I told him he should have came over earlier so I wouldn't have been so sick. He left for hockey practice and I ate crackers and cereal I think. Wednesday the only thing that hurt was my stomach, where they opened me, it was a pain to get up and move and my period started and holy hell I hate my period. Thursday I wasn't feeling too hot so we went to my Aunt Mary's for Thanksgiving and I ate then slept the rest of the time. I called Jason and he was about to leave with some of his cousins cause they were bored. It was funny. Then Yesterday Jason came over and we were going to see Alexander but I didn't have my ID, and I don't exactualy look 17 so...we saw Polar Express insted. It was a good movie. We cuddled the whole time, he rubed his hand up and down my arm...I just love being with him cause for a couple moments we were all alone just watching a movie. Then we came back here and my mom didn't even go work out...she was complaining about it cause all she did was watched TV. We watched The Truman Show...it was good, Jason and I were on the couch thing. My mom had to go get some stuff from the store so....well yea. Jason and I had a kissing fight...much like a tickle fight only kissies...it's complicated to explain but it's fun. My mom came back home and I was on Jason and I jumped off him and onto the couch...it was so funny, we were laughing and my mom probably knew what we were laughing about but she didn't ask. We ate here and watched Monsters Inc in the Game room. That was intresting in it's own special way. He left around 9ish and I fell asleep around 3AM.
I miss him. I wonder if I can see him today. I looked outside and noticed it's mostly grass and not so much snow...I'm happy about that.